zoe (:

ifaertyjk

2007-03-21T22:19:00.000+08:00

HTTP://PEBBLEANDBAMBAM.BLOGSPOT.COM

due to this site being screwed up.
thank you very much (:

iujhigkbkbkbkb

2007-03-20T22:03:00.001+08:00

rawr again. i wanted to type in chinese.
but everytime i click on the control panel it hanged.
rawrr it means i'll have to do my project work tomorrow.
chinese.. rawrr.

a new motivation for me to do well in my acadamic area.
that is the not-so-much interested new buzz in our school.
i'm quite interested for the big swing. the 52 feet high swing.
studying pychology might be good either.

during dance, ryan showed us a book on posing.
there's this 4 page with many crazy pose, still but with life.
although it's from the book still it portrays life.
ryan said we should smile and sing the national anthem so we would have more life.
yet he said he knows we do not sing. hah.
sean went into the Plab by accident today. hah.

iujhigkbkbkbkb

2007-03-20T22:03:00.000+08:00

ijuhgfjjhjgjgjjjgccy

2007-03-19T21:56:00.000+08:00

Bad start for a new term i guess.
I forgot to bring amaths tb (oh wait i lost it.), olvls 10 years series, social studies.
Thanks Shixun for lending me the social studies tb anyway.
After rushing through the social studies test for 25 mins which was suppose to be the deadline.
He annouced another 30 mins and i totally slumped.
We did seal carving for chinese and Mr yellow keep stressing that whatever we are carving, we are carving on burma red jade. so we should carve with what we want in mind.
Many people got shaved off during haircheck. -.-

OHh and Crystal slapped me be accident. it was intended to be a tap. like?

and i don't need to have one bloody whiney sec 2 whether YOU like it or not. It's mine comment and mine to hear. who gives a bloody care whether she heard it or not. Feelings or to save your face, i never.

after waiting, mugging, doodling, slacking in macdonalds for ages, we finally left at 9.10 thinking wenkai was either still having bs or he had forgotten we were in mac. Mel did her chinese while i dicdate what to write.

Rawr i'm still pissed off by many things.

By what Ms chan said.
I never ever once danced for the school. I danced for passion, for people and for myself, never once the school. Nope not even for the so called glory. If that sentence was supposed to encourage us even more, i rather not. Still like what merilyn said, she said it as a stand of a teacher, but in the case of a dancer, of course we would dance for ourselves.

By of course the bloody sec2.
that ms whiney.

By lethargic-ness.

I want my strength.

By proscratination.
If this persist any longer, I would have to drop amaths.
RAWRR.

By what he had said.
Yes we are not an elitist. We are not as experience but still from your point of an elitist, it is not passable. But from our point of view, as long as we have the experience from this preliminary round, we can do better. I hate your point of view as an elitist, because in this elitist world, only professionals last. If perfectionist is a normal common feeling, everyone would be perfect but this is the world where perfection exist not. If this is what you think, why contradicting what you said at first. That was when you said experience is all it matters. Still you inspired me to do well in english as much as i can do well in chinese. (:

I'M STILL CONTRADICTING MYSELF, MY HEART AGAINST MY MIND.

ihfsdrtyui

2007-03-18T22:43:00.000+08:00

RAWRR.
after all the stupid 2359 deadlines.
there was no heymaths assignment.
i finished maths, english left summary.
chinese and amaths undone, social studies test unstudied.

spelling bee was horrendous.
i only know 1-12. from 13 onwards,
i stared blankly.

toot.

uhyudfufufufu

2007-03-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

RAWRR i'm tired.
yet much inspired by dr phil pringle's artwork.
i must say 'the gospel of john' was quite a nice one.
somehow his pictures were all so awesome although he did not paint them in detail, just in shapes and the contours, yet i could tell what he was painting. awesome. and it leads me to think for the shoe design. inspired.
my god! he can be the next picasso.

for debate, we got in. like ohmy udon!
thank god sooo much we got in.
omgosh. so much.

finish glancing through the spelling bee list.
hopefully phonics help. tml.
at least abit. or whatsoever.
they were saying at least i wouldn't go blank because of writing.
yaya hopefully.

kjh

2007-03-18T00:23:00.000+08:00

All Good Things (Come To An End) lyrics

Honestly what will become of me don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

okijhgdfghk

2007-03-16T23:18:00.001+08:00

Oh wow. i'm at loss for words.
the moment i stood up, my mind went blank.
afterall, as said, it was a good experience.
if i should ever go again, i'll make sure i do better.
eh not make sure. I'M VERY SURE.

Lecture Theatre for dance?! Who in the right mind would think of that.
The space we could ever squeeze out from the LT is the stage which is barely enough for 18 people. What else could be worse. They installed a snack vending machine in the canteen this morning. and i wonder..

how long will it take to spoil the machine. 30 mins and its done.

Walking more than three streets away just to find one bloody atm in three inch high heels was my greatest achievement today. i feel.

Well Lionel went for campus superstar audition today and guess what? HE ACTUALLY GOT IN! the mr-i'l-sing-for-you-someday-lionel actually got in! He sang Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni by Wilber Pan. Well he did not do the class cheer though although he was asked to. He said he was paiseh. Comm'on paiseh?! OH MY UDON. Lionel if you are reading this, Remember to do class cheer in from of the teevee. We'll be watching you from the black box. well in my case. Yet the sad thing was no one went to support him except qiao yi. so much for class spirit.

After not blogging for a few days, i seem to proscratinate already. homeworks undone, spelling bee halfway learnt. yet somehow taiwanese drama marathon like tokyo juliet and hana kimi seems much more easier then the homework marathon. It's always like this. RAWRR.

Well the song on this blog will be change soon. Like many people are having this song on their blog and its weird and irritating to go everywhere on the internet and hear this song. yet it's still one of the nicest chinese songs around other than tokyo juliet's soundtracks. well a plead to all who have tokyo juliet's sound tracks. send all to me please and thank you. It's also time to brush up my english and to buck up for sa1 already. i've yet to do my social studies and chinese project. well well. chinese. who cares since the teachers doesn't.

all good things come to an end.

okijhgdfghk

2007-03-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

ujhgffghk,

2007-03-13T21:35:00.000+08:00

To Crystal: nahhhhh your post is still not long yet. NAHHH. OH MY UDON YOU BROKE MY HEART.

Thank you ryan, forever when i want to give up, forever your words came, so refreshing again. You telling us about your cj dance president makes me think alot. Yes what happens tomorrow, we won't know today. If everybody knows how to cherish what they have today, there wouldn't be regrets. If everybody cherish every single movement they can do when they are still able-bodied. at least when we are old next time, paralysed, we still can say i danced, experienced and love it. When we regret, we may not always have to chance to fight for what we believe we could do. yet waiting till you regret, the moment to cherish is gone. Cherish. This word, how many people actually know how to use it. yet if everybody knows how to use it, are we all given a chance to cherish and be cherished? do we even deserve it?

God look beyond our image to look at our needs. He look at our sins to undersatnd that what we did comes witha reason.- sy rogers.

I never learnt to live the past that never happens, I'm living life beyond it.- sy rogers.

Somehow i seriously cannot get any tears out of my eyes. i'm fine but still i need the chance to released everything i've bottled up since ages. yet it's saddening to know, tears that roll down, rolled down for reasons.

I don't want to think much, I don't want to lose focus six weeks before the competition. Yet now, all things ran over me, all in one shot.

i already can see what my future holds. though it is not what i wished.

0987654321

2007-03-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blogging 764260741579642152257008632479 mins after friday.
well i'm burnt now. burnt.
nick just sent me a stack of notes for debating.
214 PAGES IN TOTAL.

I WAS ON THE TOKYO JULIET (东方茱丽叶) MARATHON SINCE YESTERDAY.

whee. a sense of achievement. i've been on it since yesterday 12pm to this morning 6.45 am and i wasn't sleeping in anytime between. so i woke up at 2pm today. and now the night seem so early.

the stort line was abit like meteor garden but it is better than meteor garden. especially the ending. although its cruel at first but it's sweet in the end. It's a show about fashion designing and it features WU ZUN AND ARIEL LIN. OMGOSH, in one of the episode, episode 15, wu zun sneak into a poolside party in girl's fake hair and he look so 'niang'.

This show taught me alot of things like we should think out of the box and of course, rules can be bent. In the finale, Sui held her fashion show in the middle of ximending, and the models don't parade, they danced in their costumes, models used were all sorts of people you can find anywhere, in yoga centres, in the streets as beggars, we do not have to be perfect to obtain something of standard.

also, in competitions, we should not be thinking of winning, we should be using our feel because our emotions are what make things so beautiful. nobody likes a monotoneous piece of art, or rather fashion.

Somehow in the show, all girls, (sui and gan li sha) that falls for liang (chun) all kept long hair because he likes girls with long hair, super toot. Gan li sha looks so scary with her long hair, she scare me while i watching watching in 3am in the night.

The nicest thing Liang ever did in the show was to design his first female wear for Sui and to design a wedding gown for her, called sui after her. Like meteor garden, many break ups, many jealousy, many obstacles but it was better. Yes the show also have many climax and esther got rather tight lipped when we asked her for the details.

for debate, we are call B.A.N (bryan. anzoe. nick)
nick said it sounds cheezy.
and wow the 214 pages guide.

i learnt a new word from irsyad during the class conversation. it is ' fuch'
a substitute for 'f***' and the conference within sean, gibson, matthew, rachel, crystal and me was so quiet once again but better then the silence during our previous conference within sean, matthew, rachel and me. matthew was playing all the oldies. he played marilyn monroe. haaas

ITS PEBBLE AND THE BAM BAM!

for what you have asked me, you have to evaluate you for yourself to know the answer.

2007-03-09T20:26:00.000+08:00

suddenly, everything just burdened up and if only everything can just be neglected. that would be good but everything don't go the way we want it. I want to turn on my tear ducts but it seems nothing can flow out. I want to scream my lungs out but it seems that there's no voice.
Everything i wanted to do, i have no means, everything that i see,hear or know, i want to forget yet i have no means.

If crying can help, i want to. If laughing like mad, thinking everything's all right, i want to.
anything and everything that can get my mind off that particular stuff, i will even if it means keeping myself occupied 24/7, i'm willing.

Particularly, i told no one, no not even stone (sorry). i want to maintain a strong image infront of you. not that i want to neglect the fact that every single one have one of their pits time and it sucks. the fact is we are both trying very hard to maintain our strong image. yes, stone you know we are trying hard for our good friends and for one another. and also we both know we got many things deep down in our hearts where we did not tell one another. And also if i tell the other side, what i can get is solution after solutions which I BLOODY DON'T NEED IT.
It's tiring when you faced something and when you share, you only get back naggings after naggings or lectures that they make sure it will convict you out of your heart. What i need was someone like stone, to be there to listen to me, thank you stone. Seriously, being with stone and the rest like serene gives me no pressure. we don't have to be complicated and watch our sentences. Like the situation when people correct one another of their phrasing or whatever, i don't feel like talking much. have a taste of your own medicines. We need to check ourselves, are we too complicated? or are we making things too complicated.
If being with you all allows me to be complicated, i rather not be. it's tiring, since last year.

hmm just give me a break, really, a break..

Result slips were released today, position 11/40
class position 59/245
considering amaths was passed by a mark and english was failed.
the whole result wasn't that good after all.
but still there is sa and so on. we can still buck up.
hmm.

每个人必有我们自己的守护天使 .

9iuhfdfyui

2007-03-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

back to blogging, quick one though, i'm falling like fast asleep even though its like sitting upright.
so the clique have a change of names, well to the names of rock,

sammie= stone ( she loves to stone)
crystal= rock ( married somemore)
serene= meteorite
huimin= marble
anzoe= pebble.

haha well, we're laming la.

well for emerge, i took up a new competition, make up with nixi!
yup and she gave me the ooo i didn't know you can do it face.
well who cares, anyway life's been great and good. life's so much wonderful!

ijhgffjknkknknkn

2007-03-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

No bs today, we went for movie instead.
caught just follow law. it's a very nice movie and somehow whenever i watch jack neo's films, i would always be sitting near the aisle. the movie was film in church office, mainly and seriously lah, like dunno whoever said, i would seriously pay again for fann wong to say nb lols. The ending was desirable, i mean it was like kind of expected kind of thing.

got back english today, i failed by half mark, and i'm not happy about it.

burned out, stressed out, i'm exhausted.

kjhgfdfghjk

2007-03-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAT POG.

I almost got myself killed in Causeway point's carpark, the whole design of the stupid carpark was stupid and retarded. i kept screaming because we almost keep banging into another car at the end of the sharp corner turn.

and who can tell me how to study for social studies. i'm not prepared at all.

hmmm let see. 2e3 shall declare war, very soon. (:

kkijhgfdfghjk

2007-03-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

Talking to irsyad was comforting, well for him and for me.
we both are still abit high on camp mood, singing :

there was a stream
it's a tiny stream
and the stream was on its wayyyy
and the moon shines high in the clear blur sky
and all was bright and gayyy.

and well chat with him abit, like about an hour.

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
hope that brighten your day

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
you mean night

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
the moon brightens the night

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
haha

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
then i'll be then moon then

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
haha

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
and the moon shines high in the clear blue sky...

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (:
and.....

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
and all was bright and gay

emptiness has darken my eyes,as i hopelessly beg for my life to end,tell me why-ALESANA
its no fun to lyk ur own gender

haha for the past one hour we' been crapping.

SO i finally finish thinking what i want to join for emerge.
i've already went for the spelling bee briefing, 600 words by 18th Mar *oh GOD.
i've join debate with Nick, (uhh yes my kindergarten friend.) and currently finding one more person.
i've decided to go for shoe design with rachel and hopefully it turns out well.

i've given up acrylic painting because i doubt i can stay still and paint for four hours. well i don't have the patience. besides, we are painting still life.
i've given up jeans and t-shirt design because i cant exactly get anything out from jeans and t-shirt. well i have no inspiration.
i've given up product design because it is dnt which i suck at it.

well suddenly time seem so short for us. soooo short. we've got to finish everything. uhm meet up with nick ( roughly forgot how he look like.) and then get everything done by 16 mar.

not forgetting tons of homework, syf, squeezing in an impromtu trip to genting with merilyn to finish all the roller coaster rides. oh god oh god. save me.

we all were high on the way home, playing kiddy games, i missed kiddy games and singing campfire songs.

i missed st john, i want to migrate back to st john. i want to stay there forever.

oiutrrtyuio

2007-03-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

Yup we're still high in camp mood.
singing many many cheers all the way, making fun of beyonce's song, irreplaceble.
to the left~ to the left~

well instructor msg's online now.

[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
instructor M.S.G!
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
anzoe here :)
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
u sure its not huishan?
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
nope hahah
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
i'm sure i'm anzoe :)
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
i dun see u online often leh
[† .zoe. † ______]- THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW. (: says:
hah i often online leh
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
tt means we not Fated la
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...saddening... says:
ohhhhhhhhh saddening

-.- lols. fooling around today. !@#$% jerome queck, scare me alot of times today.

oh and and and and and spot checking was hilarious. we seriously pin up hair like toot like that. then gibson, matthew and hariz was hilarious la. gibson was holding his fringe throughout the whold silent reading and when i look at him i want to laugh, well infact i laugh at him lor. he exchange shoes with his friends that finish the spot check already because he was wearing high cut, so after he threw both his shoes over, the guy at e5, wearing high cut also, was asked to pull up his socks only. then gibson was like walao-ing. Matthew got two different shoe by the time we got spot check. it was hilarious la. Hariz threw his socks over to e6 to exchange with somebody. Sean despite wearing black socks, appear to be the most calm. In the end, mr yeo being kind to us, didnt catch us for our nails, hair. Matthew and Sean went out for their colour socks. The whole process was super hilarious. Also, hui min tie her hair up, quite pretty but jeffrey says she looked like OBASAN.

I finally got a double digit for my amaths, it's better then -1. well although i failed by 2 marks. it's still better then -1.

haha i'm evil, i'm got going for music in the air for tml. well sean thought i was. so he keep asking me. well sean you got gibson with you. you both can xiang1 yi1 wei2 ming4 le. (:

dedicated to my problems:

THE WINDOW
THE WINDOW
THE SECOND STOREY WINDOW
WITH AT HEAVE AND HOOVE
AND A MIGHTY PUSH
THROW YOU OUT OF THE WINDOW (:

at least i'm prepared.

iuhgdxdfghjk

2007-03-01T20:25:00.000+08:00

i realise my post, compared to crystal's, have many many empty blanks. before i forgot let's recap what samson said during the wait at the beach during night walk.

QUOTE OF THE WEEK - "I want to have period" - Samson Hsu

You gotta know the context of this quote to understand why he said that. But this part is great enough. Hahaha! It all started with a very funny question Samson asked her. K lah. When I said I'm gonna quote him, he said to quote...."I want to have period, in exchange of hers."

So wei da~

the parts in italic are what i quote from crystal. haha.

and and and instructor msg lied to us, he is 19 only and he told us he was 27 seven with a wife and 2 kids. bleah him. rawrr.

heh and the message he wrote to me was the best. (:
oh and i think i forgot to mention that we ~~flag~~ lamppoled him yesterday
they said the flagpole was too small and so he was poled against the big lamppost at the back of the basketball court.

oo i forgot to introduce instructor ahgong timothy. well he was slacking and when we request for ang pao, he insisted that we serve him tea, well toilet tea. uhm he spent most of the time sleeping, well when we see him.

many people pon or were they sick from school today, mr goh told us actually he expected 2 only so he could end the whole afternoon lesson and when we told him that louis was the longest armpit hair king, he said ''omgosh, that was freaking disgusting''. and we roar with laughter.

well everyone's complaining about the ms ''it's just a game what'' and groaning about how many many times we saw them. well, we(matthew, sean, lionel, gibson and many many others ) waited for soo long to see mr goh, yet we went off first, cause he was nowhere to be seen.

it was quite disheartening to see a bunch of girls telling me that dance was so sian when ryan wasnt there, and also that they didnt not want to go for dance, well still we're a team.

get prepared for the 10 hours training during march holidays.

oiuytdfghjkggjgjjh

2007-02-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm back from camp!

yes camp was definitely fun despite the pumpings, buddha clap and injuries we got. uhm and i guess 3e4'07 really bonded alot. Tear taps were on since yesterday and i'm still crying today lols. well i'm really gonna miss instructor melvin, wei jin a.k.a msg and t.k alot. well seriously uhm i was really happey cause we did our best and enjoy throughout.

Monday

pi ka pi ka pi ka chu
pi ka chu

pi ka chu

pi ka pi ka pi ka chu

pi ka pi ka chu

thats the first song instructor wei jin a.k.a msg teach us to sing in the ferry, to keep many people preoccupied so that they will not get sea sick and st john is a very small island, one whole camp site occupying it and sentosa manages it. well it was once an island for people with leprosy.

we went a few lame games of concentration till everyone is there. we ate lunch and we starts with amusing race, seriously not amusing at all la. erm we kenna pumped like 20 times? on that day. it rained halfway through amusing race and we went for our campfire preparation instead.

yep we messed up on the first day but it was okay. then we went to bath and there was this long long queue outside the shower room (which have no doors and one humongeous spider in it.)

so i took a 1.5litre bottle and wash my hair with the tap outside the toilet cubicles and bath inside the cubicle with that bottle, overall it was quite nice and still i'm faster then those queueing for the cubicle. dinnered and whee night walk. we went to sat by the beach and the e4 girls were super high so we kept singing and singing till instructor jason came and ask us to keep quiet. i walked with huishan and we were singing la. then jerome quek and zhi lie was infront of me, the instructors on duty asked them to hold hands. it was quite dark at sometimes and we were playing a fool la. then we went for supper and debrief, lights off at 1. omgosh, the bed was hopeless.

TUESDAY

woke up at 5.30 to bathe cause it was seriously sticky and then we slack till 7. chief veron came in and pumped us like 80. and 70 at the basketball court but halfway through, she change it to pumping because alot of people were injured. DID 500 BUDHHA CLAPS .then breakfast and we start off with telematch against e5 and e6.

we first had to turn 10 rounds around the pole, when everyone complete, dunk your head in the pail and try to bite off an apple, then after that wet your hair and try to fill a cup and next caterpillar walk back, group 8 was last and we were all injured with blisters.

we had gladiator next, first round we lost, second round we conquered 4 land and emerge second. island wide challenge walked around the whole beach carrying a container filled with water and the container cannot be placed on the floor or else there's a person being carried.

we went for a fast wash up and had our campfire preparation done in an hour. dinnered and get ready for campfire.

peeping through the window, what will people see

if you want to jiak kim jio, do the proper way

meet me tonight by the moonlight

meet me tonight all alone

i got something to show you

something thats yellow and long hey

one banana two banana three banana four hey

five banana six banana many many more.

we are the best *clap clap*

we are the best among the rest

we are here to show our power power power

we are the best among the rest. e4!

oo btw e4's in broncho.

and many many songs more.

and then the time to cry when melvin was talking and crying,

when instructor wei jin was talking, t.k cried.

we all cried.

debrief was rather sad, thinking back was sad.

lights out at 11.30, suppose to have a fire drill, end up we sounded like pigs.

WEDNESDAY

NO PUMPINGS! AREA CLEANING ONLY AND WE'RE OFF TO SINGAPORE.

we were cheering and cheering all the way, cherishing the times we had together. (:

it's HAPPEY MOMENT.

and

3E4'07 FIRST OUTING TOGETHER SHALL BE TO BEN AND JERRY'S AT VIVO (:

okijhgdsfguik

2007-02-25T22:48:00.000+08:00

uhh well a last quick post before i leave for camp.
well i know no one will miss me :)
uhh anyway packing was good, i forgot to buy snacks to sneak in, weapon to torture instructor melvin if he's there. uhm well. hopefully there's phone reception over there. hmm.
ate my fill today since tml's bootcamp day.

hopefully during the camp, my mind will be train to be more strong and tough. and i can't wait for nightwalk. i wonder what i'll see on the way. can i see god please?

and camp performance, lets make it more memorable can?

haha well for all dear readers, all my links are there for you to view. :)
goodbye for three days :(

iuyfdsxdfgh

2007-02-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

刘耕宏-彩虹天堂

我不知不觉
又徘徊在从前秋风悄悄的呼唤
听来尽是孤单落叶的期盼
片片左右为难心走寂寞攀
跟着飘进黑暗

我不闻不问
也许好过一点被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

我不闻不问
也许好过一点被遗憾关在房间
挣扎只是拖延无望的空谈
一声声的轻叹回忆扯不断
怎么摆脱纠缠

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

找不到方向
往彩虹天堂有你说的爱
在用幸福触摸忧伤两个人
相守直到白发苍苍自由的飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁

iuhgfdfghjk

2007-02-24T23:41:00.000+08:00

Oh whee get ready for the camp at st john's.
anyway it's much of a disappointment because many people are giving up the chance to bond together as a class. like coughcoughjeffreycoughcough.
uhh well people, remember to sneak your phones, snacks and rubbish into st john.
hopefully they will last till wednesday. hopefully.

anyway this camp came at the right time la. it's the end of the dumbdumb common test already!
still it will be like a bootcamp la. sad. pumping. whatever it is, i'll miss the camp 2e3'06 had together in jalan bahtera. its when we finally unite together, wash toilet together, swim in mud together! and best of all, we won the best campfire performance yea.

well instructor melvin told sammie he was asked to do another camp. how can camp HA do that. that's melvin's last camp *sob* and well actually we suspected that it was a joke and well if it really is, we'll think of something, how about taking his bolster away?!

well, let's search for the cross now, where's the cross? where's my cross? everyone's scared especially after instructor melvin's st john ghost stories, not forgetting that there's nightwalk.
may the spirit be with me, *continues finding the cross* even mr dominic goh is scaring us warning us to bring everything so that we will not fall into the hands of those unclean ahem.

well cellgroup attendance was omgosh so bad today, we've got 12 and 3 went off before and halfway through sermon. yup, we haven been doing well too but lets continue praying for the cg and grow the cg together.

jay chou's best friend, liu geng hong, the one that sang '彩虹天堂' came today. omgomg i totally love that song and ms taiwan-china 1999 came too. well they sang songs and share good news about their church, how they reach out to jay chou *omgoshomgosh* and zhang hui mei.

really the cultural mandate is impactful.

competitions events for emerage 2007 is out, with a total of 61 events, well i want to join shoe designing and i'm having many many inspirations now. so many of them. and things are getting hot for emerge. ooo i cant wait for emerge 2007.

well for my common test results, i did better then i thought i would.
i ace geog, get b4 for combined science, pass maths even though i left 7 questions empty.
it's the best.

hold on if you feel like letting go. hold on, it is better then you know.

ikjhgfdfghjkl

2007-02-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Tank-专属天使

我不会怪你
对我的伪装天使在人间是该藏
好翅膀人们愚蠢鲁莽
而你纤细善良怎能让你为了我被碰伤

小小的手掌
厚厚的温暖你总能平复我不安
的夜晚不敢想的梦想
透过你的眼光我才看见
它原来在前方

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我心上 (我心上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望

小小的手掌
大大的力量我一定也会像你
一样飞翔 (一样飞翔)
你想去的地方
就是我的方向有我保护
笑容尽管灿烂

没有谁能把你抢离
我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的专属天使
唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo~

要不是你出现我一定还在沉睡
Oh 绝望的以为生命只有黑夜

没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 (我身旁)
你是我的
专属天使唯我能独占

没有谁能取代你在我身上 (我身上)
拥有一个专属天使我哪里还需要别的愿望
Woo Wu Woo Ho~ Wu~ Ho

oiugfdfghjk

2007-02-23T22:15:00.000+08:00

and so i went to see dominic goh early in the morning 7am. on th dot somemore.
so i was like telling him i was to see him but he forgot. so he took 12340259792342 mins to remember and he went ''ORHHHH you are the one write very slow one, yet still can get 26 for maths.'' and i went -.-

he asked me to see him on thurs, to complete the test paper in 15 mins. uhm.
went to canteen to chiong emaths yet still i cannot complete the paper he gave again. i'm prepared to copy corrections 3000 times. assuming if i got 6 mistakes.

stoned chinese. i bloody hate chinese now.

Amaths test was another cannot make it one.i went blank while doing it, crystal too. we were both talking about dropping amaths but we decided to chiong all the way.

Finally i get to meet jocky and yufen tml! We're gonna watch epic movie with esther and rachel, samson and jeffrey and serene. ITS LIKE FINALLY! omgosh we can chat on the phone for hours and hours and hours. and i found melvin's blog hahaha. finally.

i feel so like an old lady now. my back hurts. :(

i miss 6.3'04 SOB.

kijhgfghjkbnknkn

2007-02-22T22:10:00.000+08:00

Whee~ i passed my maths by 1 mark, and it helps alot.
I didn't finish 7 questions yet i passed. Mr mongmong goh wants me to see him tomorrow at 7 to speed train me so next time when i graduated with a ''diploma'' for speed writing, i can finish all my papers. -.-

My physics was amazing too. instead of being worse the chemistry, it was better, 17/25.
earning a b4 for my combined science. lalalalala.

Having a stronger mind for dance though time again, i felt like giving up yet ryan's words encourages. It totally feels great la because after every dance session, there is a sense of satisfactory.

But still. i'm pissed off by somebody la. it's very disappointing. I cannot say 'you'll never change forever' cause i'll be condemning you, yet i cannot say you will because i don't have much confident you will even if you know. Instead of changing for the better, you went to the worse, the person who once told me not to assume, assumes now. Like instead of being the best, the standard drop alot and somehow it doesn't seems that you are that trustable.
forget about that necklace. no more besties.

Move on. it seems to be the best way yet part of me wants to stay on and wait.

oiuytrewertyuio

2007-02-21T21:10:00.000+08:00

may flight of angels send thee to thy rest - willliam shakespear

Oh yay i passed my geog and chem, and its an A1 for geog. now hopefully, social studies doesn't pull it down. Chemistry was borderline pass and tml's the physics paper. crossed my fingers. for the chinese zuowen, its 22/30 which was quite surprising considering that i lost quite alot of interest in it.

Camp's coming too. its held on the 26-28th Feb 2007 on st john's island, far far away from singapore but still part of singapore and yet so ulu. It's much more different, its bootcamp this time, hopefully we got melvin again. i miss camp alot. hopefully huh there'll be mud pool again.

Heh. shafee will be with us in the camp. it will be long long three days with him.

blogging and onlining this few days have been so sian and heh don't think i'll be online much longer.

just like a song that fades. a song that have time and i'll fade when my time is up, just like a song never stays and by then, no one remember, no one knows yet they only know that this is a song that they once had, now in the memory, hidden.

oiutrsdfyhui

2007-02-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

i won 50bucks from bowling, getting second.
uhm taking the average score of the four of us and we lead at first
in the end drop like siao but its not bad considering that we got one 8 year old kid in our team and me being a dumbass i don't bowl well. end up my high score was 85 which pull the whole team up.

new school day tml. SIANSATION already. -.-

9iuygtfrdggygygygg

2007-02-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

what's with the don't becoming duunch, so becoming sho, him becoming hym and the g becoming the q. whats this world coming to?
ehm.second day of new year. they came up with a new game la. erm to hook the bottle up with the ring. and its going at the price of 2 earning 50. gain 48 bucks.

went off to spend the rest of the day with merilyn and the rest.

how small can the world get?

my KINDERGARTEN,KINDERGARTEN FRIEND got my email.
he's from n262,city harvest
he's a marist and he knows melvin wah chin siang. OMG.

the amazing part is being a kindergarten friend. like 9 years ago stuffs and i roughly forgot all my kindergarten friends except this girl with a unique chinese name, ouyang shi min and this guy who drew a nice snow white picture for me, i remembered having alot of vincent in my class, eating curry puffs for teabreak everytime, sleeping after that and actually don't really remembered this guy but i know i've seen him in church a few times.
and he looks familiar and now i know why. HAHA.

uytrdeswdtyj

2007-02-18T23:16:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to ALL.

seriously this year's cny sucks la. alot of bad things have been happening to everybody i knew and the mood wasnt really that good. hah. nonetheless happy cny.

instead of hill climbing, they are back to gambling. like how nice la. i just slept the whole day off.

don't even have much mood to blog la. i want to rant. apparently but i cant. it's confidential. cause it may concern you the person who is reading. lala.

9iuyfddfikj

2007-02-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

rebelling is not the way to life. it simply isn't. learning this whole lesson wasn't easy to swallow the whole thing simply because in the first place, i didn't like the idea of pushing the whole thing to mrs wong. it simply doesnt work la.

we rebel. we ourselves become the loser. heh thankfully mr dominic goh was kind enough to torture us for 1 hour only during school hours. we just have to do something funny and scare people. seriously this is a serious lesson well learnt.

ryan gave us an eight. thankfully with god it was easily able to press on for me.

finally i know all of my cousins by observing. :)

it's just the bloody feeling of insercurity. it;s killing me.

iuygfddfgyuj

2007-02-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

i'm totally owned by all the maths today. and i mean seriously all the maths.
for emaths it was the dumb test la. and i couldn't finish the paper. somemore dominic goh says whoever get less then 40 will stay back with him on friday from 11-6 and i don't want it. i want to go out with Merilyn!
for amaths. The test owned me also. who the heck got negative one upon twenty five. -1/25
how the negative comes about i also dunno la.

Happy Valentine's Day to all.

okjhgfdfgyui

2007-02-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

I'm like uhm bloody fed up with things now. loogging into internet had made my whole mood worse. because of many things i read and think through. this few days sucked. SUCKED ALOT ALOT. and now my life is full of bloody shit.

teacher haven't make it better. instead it was worse.
Mr Goh wants us to score A1 or A2 for emaths which was suppose to be easy.
Mr Shafee wants us to answer the paper in perfect english or he'll bloody tear the paper up.

LIKE HELLLO? NOT EVEN EXPERts in vocabs can perfect english and what makes him think we can. and ya e4 is not as good as e1,e2,e3. so stop comparing us. !@#$%^&*
thank God he cancelled our friday afternoon lessons *ut it didnt make my life any better.

enough about such stuffs. my blood boils.
and tml's valentine, last papers for e4. hopefully it goes well.
and its emaths.
emaths.

2 timothy 4:7
I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith.

you fail, because you gave up. winners continue running the race. to the end.

iuygfd

2007-02-11T22:09:00.000+08:00

Preach the gospel,when necessary, with words.

this was what impacted me today. We ourselves should be the testimonies for Jesus Christ and as what the quote says, when necessary with words. when unnecessary, with yourself.

How should we live, abide to be a great testimonies ourselves, by being a great person, whom friends and people respects and whom appears to be well like?

The answer i do not know who to explain but one thing for sure, we are all striving towards perfection together and when two person of different personalities meet and have conflict, we 'friction' one another and smoothen out all the rough edges showing through our lives.

ujhygfdcfghj

2007-02-11T21:08:00.000+08:00

Half great, half not.
Focusing on the NOT is seriously what i need to do because i'm so bloody pissed off. like seriously. I wonder if this soo call best friend of mine really knows me or not. because to me it seems like she know nothing to me at all. If i can, i would really want to be there to share her joy and everything, BLAH BLAH. so maybe i can remove the best. in a way i don't believe there is really such things like best friends. who knows one day something may happen and things change overnight. like crystal says and maybe i believe, there is no such things call 100% best friend. even as time goes pass, so called best friends will have other best friends. and there you go. buh bye. keeping everything just as friends might be alot better because in a way we will not get too overfriendly with one another. best friends i do not have, clique i sure do have :)
so maybe this is what i will stick to, no more best friends. uhh not even sammie, she's my beloved, not best friends. until somebody can ~~show~~ me. no wait. until time and everything around me proves. and in terms of fellowshipping, a disciple avails herself/himself. so go because fellowshipping brings you closer and of course, we see each other in a more natural way. but from the looks of today, i guess every perspective have to change and also be more sensitive to other's feelings.

if you refer to the uhm 30th jan 2007 post. i mention gridiron gang movie inspired me to do something. and that is to study psychology. for the past few days, i was wondering very hard whether i should put my interior designing first or to put psychology first since it appeared out of the blues. well finally i got the answer, i decided interior designing can come secondary and psychology, meeting people's need is more important then living in a nice house. like since the bible says what good does to a man who gains the whole world and loses his soul. yup so maybe this will be the direction i'm heading in till god gave me a new revelation.

Friday like many of you (infact the whole singapore should) know that it's the releasing day of gce o'lvl exams results. force by mr dominic goh to be there. it turns out to be quite a good experience. it makes me wonder what my reaction would be in two years time, will i be crying? regretting the fact that i slack off alot or will i be all smiles and satisfied with my results. how will my result be. more likely amaths result will stain my cert or will everything be up to my expectations. basically its a good experience despite all the efforts trying to run off.

Saturday was one of my greatest achievement, dancing on a $3400 stage and making ryan all smiles. It was one of the best. the crazy 4 hours dance may be tiring, crystal's turn to get spasm. and despite me still having spasm (long time since i give a damn. ). seeing ryan with all smiles, i can keep dancing all day long. till i die. his high expectations help us alot. in class we seem small, *ut when we reach the day we got onto the stage to dance this dance. 5 mins seems a second, all the hard work, scoldings and injuries seems like chicken feet. and thus bringing us to a new level of dance. Fellowshipping with Timothy and Wen Kai was good too. just we were too tired to talk much. or rather me. i forgot to kiss the floor and the next time i see it will be on the competition day itself.

We all should learn to manage our time wisely too. and put urgent stuff first instead of something so unimportant like the class tee. (i'm hinting who.) For now common test is the most important since it starts tml and uhh well who cares about valentine? except for those couples. currently it's god, studies and syf. the rest can wait. Well speaking about valentine, happy valentine's day to those couples out there in advance. and of couse friends i'm more close to :) like those i usually goes out with and hangs out with in school. and for me, i'll chiong through this three days like crazy, pull up my socks, finish this term. maybe go mia this holiday alone. like who wants to go with me? hah.

yes, i'm feeling bloody irritated, bloody pissed off, bloody stressed up. bloody disappointed in myself. for all i have done and regret this weekend, mostly today. i should go and repent already. basically what i've been through (i mean the hard times), i hardly tell anyone since everybody's busy with their own and i find no point telling, because i know what they will say next. like duh, standardise. and for those close friends of mine out there, sorry,valentine presents will be late :( and chinese new year is coming yes i know. but i don't see the need of buying any new things since in particular i haven seen my dad's side relative for exactly one whole year so uhm even though i may be wearing something for maybe 6 months ago, they wouldnt even know. as for my mum's side, buy a new top or two and settled it.

Oh digress abit, in Nanny Mcphee movie, Nanny mcphee said this:

" When you want me and do not need me, i'll go, *ut when you need me and do not want me, i'll stay."- Nanny Mcphee.

it's meaningful and maybe this shall goes into my principles now. like since then, i'll know when when people want me or need me. in this way, i shall appear when necessary. :)

i do not know what you' re thinking, i do not know what you're brooding about. but i can tell you it totally spoils my whole day.
sometimes you need me, sometimes you don't, most of the time you do not need me to be there. so i won't.

oifchjnvdsjvdjajvd

2007-02-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

I felt so blessed :)
because of what ryan said and what i never regret doing.
and that is to join syf. seriously beginning of this year, i totally lose my passion for dance, somehow. and every single dance session would be very dreadful for me, especially facing ryan has been the most difficult one because he bombards us with alot of questions and his expectations are high.

well this few days haven been good too, emotionally i have to cope with the big battle in my mind and of course, demeaning words from people who said it purposely or accidentally.
and to make it worse, ryan was in one of his bad mood, and he said alot of things which really can hurt one people, i was almost tearing and i so much wanted to shout at him. is that a natural reaction for somebody trying to force all the strength out while suffering from spasm?

After dance, he held us back to have a talk, explaining why he did all he did. which actually is beneficial for us. after all, all he did was to train us to have a stronger mind. and applying pressure on us to force our strength out. and what he said was really true. the toughest battle is the one in our mind where all our thoughts are processed every single day. and it was really good. since dancers like us are soo much prone to criticisms from people who envy us :x

besides in dance, having a strong mind is what we really need to have in our spiritual walk with God because once the mind recieves attack from the satan, it became confused and temptations are liking to come, and we being confuse of course walk towards temptations. thinking too much also confuses us and often brings ourselves down. so keep the mind pure and strong. and don't think too much. (:

and due to the fact 3/4 of the class are away for heats, tournaments and other stuffs, mr goh cancelled our afternoon lesson today but from next thur onwards our maths lesson will be till 4 for consecutive six weeks.

and on saturday, merilyn and i cant go church, BOOhoo because we had syf training at nus cultural center from 4 to 10.45-11 pm and most likely ryan is going to arrange more of those.

well basically my mood is still high and i still got the joy of the lord in me!

Christina Aguilera- Beautiful

Don't look at me

Everyday is so wonderful
Then suddenly
It's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure
From all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

To all your friends, you're delirious
You're so consumed
In all your doom, oh
Trying hard to fill the emptiness
The pieces gone
Left the puzzle undone
Is that the way it is

'Cause you are beautiful
No matter what they say
Words can't bring you down
Oh no
'Cause you are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring you down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do(No matter what we do)
No matter what we say(No matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune(Yeah, oh yeah)
Full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go(And everywhere we go)
The sun will always shine(The sun will always, always, shine)
And tomorrow we might awake
On the other side

'Cause we are beautiful
No matter what they say
Yes, words won't bring us down
Oh no
We are beautiful
In every single way
Yes, words can't bring us down
Oh no
So don't you bring me down today
Oh, oh
Don't you bring me down today
Don't you bring me down, oh
Today

iutfrd

2007-02-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

okayyyyy. three days without posting and yet i'm still as busy.
okay la. maybe i'll stop bombarding the readers with my life. ahh i mean i guess you all will get bored la. so whatever regarding my life, i guess its out of here until i got no more topic to write. -.- and that will be the day when i shut up ^^
hopefully not.

this post will be more on the revelations and of course lastly, a rant at some ______.

Revelation based.
well its a vision and a verse.
vision wised, i saw a patch of grass in don't know where. main focus is the grass.
like many people know, a blade of grass is strong in a way that although it bends according to wind and rain but it never gave up, it never dies. and when one blade is like that, what about with many many blades of grass, uhm a patch of grass, together we stand, we may mostly be led into temptations but we still have others to hold us back and lead us in the right way. which is really what a cg is for la.
as for verse wise, it is psalms 37:24
" Though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down; For the Lord upholds him with his hand. "

There will always be times of test and tribulations to test us in our faithfulness to God. even though we fall, it is guaranteed here we will not be utterly cast down because the Lord is always with us. The Lord knows what we are doing every single moment of our lives and and even when we are utterly down in the pits, we are not that down after all, we have the Lord to upholds us with his almighty hands (:

another way of comforting me this few days or rather today is through common grace , a song which really brighten my day and really lift me up high.

It's Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side,
you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far awayI wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you,
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

thanks to sammie for intro-ing, it really lift me up alot alot.

well seriously this few days haven been real good, *ut as always the Lord makes it the best for me by keeping me busy in Bs and in prayer meeting. Learning how to be a disciple is really great too. A good disciple keeps him/herself available for anything and money and other mundane stuff shouldnt be a problem, so i shall keep confessing! and a good disciple should have a good attitude, character and most importantly, all discipleship actually takes place in the most natural circumstances when we really show ourselves out to be. so we shall fellowship more,edify one another and get discipled! and in prayer meeting yesterday, i was sooooo refresh even though the medication was being evil to me and yet i really love prayer meeting alot. Cg was good too, being strong in our prayer should really be what we all do, As pastor kong said, prayer, worship, fellowship, reading the bible etc is the basic foundation before we really reach out to fufill the cultural mandate. we must so so have a real strong foundation and of course a strong relationship with God. OMGOSH. things are getting soooo exciting. i cant wait for the next prayer meeting which is on a sunday. and I pray the Lord will show me greater things than i can ever contain. OMGOSH I feel soooo blessed and suddenly it seems that ranting is not for me anymore. I'll guess that rant dedicated to somebody ends up in the bin, I've got the joy of the lord within me. sooo much i cannot contain it anymore. THANK GOD! :)

and all of a sudden, i can dance with joy :)
oo and anyone wants to watch phantom of the opera. i doubt i want to miss it, i missed forbidden city and i cried like mad last year, anybody wants to go (:

oijuhgcvghj

2007-02-04T23:15:00.000+08:00

omlky. too unreasonable.
like was fever what i want? this is not what i want lor. and she attributed it to me not sleeping early. i also want to sleep early la but what can i do with so much dumb homework. when i slack she scolds me, when i work hard, she doubts me and blames me. what the heck she wants.

ohjbkbkl

2007-02-04T22:35:00.000+08:00

Now i understand why mr goh says all those competitions can destress. omlky they are sooo rediculous. wahas. i think when we make the annoucement on tuesday all the budget kias in my class will slaughter jerome because 40 bucks is too much la. well anyway i thrash emaths, amaths thrash me. and my stomach is churning now guess due to the spicy stuffs i've been eating.

Fabian and milly pulled out of the d.c bag gang. rahh to fabian.

svc today although tiring and too much about history. but it was good. and the chocolate effect was on la. and so on the way to serangoon, timothy and i made esther bonkers.

omlky. todays a serious crabbing day.

i'm so thrash. i haven study my social studies test. ooo NOO.
blessings came, blessings come, blessings are still coming on the way.

i sprained my ankle -.- nice one.
Daren won the superstar thingy. finally end of one rediculous star struck stuff. another coming up.maybe esther would like to join that.

i'm focusing on studies and God. nothing more (:

ifdfh

2007-02-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

Micheal Buble-Sway

When marimba rhythms start to play
Dance with me, make me sway
Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore
Hold me close, sway me more

Like a flower bending in the breeze
Bend with me, sway with ease
When we dance you have a way with me
Stay with me, sway with me

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

Other dancers may be on the floor
Dear, but my eyes will see only you
Only you have the magic technique
When we sway I go weak

I can hear the sounds of violins
Long before it begins
Make me thrill as only you know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now
You know how
Sway me smooth, sway me now

iuhgfdxz

2007-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

~~SHIT~~ shucks. I am sooo busy proscrastinating now instead of doing my homework(S). which should be done yesterday. *ut since yesterday i stayed over at merilyn's house. so my plan to go mia was ruin and 0% homework done.

Ever since last week when Rev. A.R Benard came. i felt soo impacted in everything i do. and since that saturday when i rededicated my life back to the altar. I felt so changed. maybe to some, small changes or no changes *ut to me. I was motivated which basically changes everything. and this week we are having rev ulf ekman. and that is so shiok.

Rev ulf ekman's way of preaching changed and it is easier to understand. and since yesterday, each and every of the message was so impacting and left me soo refreshed after every service.
well day 2 have passed and there's one more refreshing sermon to be kept in our hearts.

yesterday was a pretty tiring yet a refreshing day. i still have not own amaths. it owned me instead. very irritated by padma's lesson. maths by dominic goh was way better in the sense he added in humor. and he took away my next friday by asking the whole class to witness the whole procedure of the releasing of GCE O levels results. o my chinese is downgrading because my chinese teacher do not know the correct method of teaching and as a result i had to study on my own. double hard.

condolences to diviya whose father had pass away recently.

slacked in the canteen after school with sammie. she did her shafee homework.
around 4.45 met merilyn who was 20 mins late and forgiven :)

then went to the expo foodcourt to eat.
sermon from rev ulf ekman yesterday was refreshing.
talking about blessings. and i tithe everything i had la.
and that makes me feel good.

went off to supper with merilyn and wen kai. they ate roti prata.
and then we had long long talks.
we went out from the coffeeshop to the stone walls there where we sang
songs from the past. and then slowly walk to a park where we talk again and then went to merilyn house to stay overnight since it was already 2.15am.

slept at 4am and woke up at 9am.
watch teevee till 12+ then we left her house.
went home and prepare and we met again around 2.15 *ut this time wen kai late.
reach expo at 3.30 and ate rocky master together.
service was seriously wonderful and rev ulf talked about missionaries and mission today.
and i cried like never before during worship. then um fellowship with cg until 10+
and went home by 24.

i'mmm sooooo looking forward to tml's sermon because i know in a way or so, it will impact me deeply la. and i'm still trying to finish my homework particularly mathematics and additional maths. because i need time to own them.

and when everything about you goes right with god. the devil will always be there to interrupt. ooo it's such a rude thing to do. tsk.

kjhgf

2007-02-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

Everyone needs compassion
A love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
A kindness of a Savior
The hope of nations

Savior
He can move the mountains
My God is Mighty to save
He is Mighty to save

Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave

So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything i believe in
Now i surrender

Shine your light and let the whole world see
We're singing for the glory of the risen King...Jesus

iutfg

2007-02-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

shit. i'm totally owned again. by a recap of the syf dance, a few lecture from ryan.
and heh i'm owned by spasm again. OWNED.

i got excuse from pe since they were doing shotput. and then slack off.
and i'm so hungry laaaa. like i'm fasting and millions of people sitting around me are tempting me with food. and since derrick lim was absent. we got two periods off. chemistry was uh uh ''i don't even understand any crap'' mr lim's talking about. and fancy an NJC student sspelling 'smudge' as 'smurge' for art. mmm i spent 525600 secs drawing Paris hilton (ack!) and Frank Iero and some random lady. and we were down there discussing ways to spent money where all the budget kias sure kill us. i mean in the class. -.-

I got soo lame today i almost slaughtered myself by pitting myself against Jerome lee for the DC bag which many people agree with me the colour should be red instead of orange which we saw 2 seniors carrying it already. besides, shafiq got red. meaning we can clique together :p
and fabian loi seems to be pulling out already. :(

Mr dominic goh seems to be laming today too. he expects us to be in the hall to witness the GCE olvl results thingy in the hall. even if it means sacrificing his afternoon class. see all teachers are physhotic. and he's quite nice today. unfortunately, when he mark my papers. he got so irritated at me for not labelling my graph. he made me do the graph five times.
jerome lee suggest he mark our paper while watching american idol because according to mr dominic goh, watching american idol to him is a way of relieving stress. but dominic says the poor person that kenna 100 times should blame american idol judges because the person he support did not win. sad.

Ryan got mad for dance. thanks to the sec 1s. and my bloody back is having spasm.
can i even move tml? i dunno. i don't even want to talk now. it hurts.
but what ryan say its true la.

attitude is the expectations we have for ourselves. and when we have the right attitude, we will not be sloppy in our dance. instead we will show the attitude we want our dance to achive. nobody is naturally a winning art piece for dance unless we work for it. and our attitude towards things show our attitude we treat life to be. sloppy and hopelessly hopeless.

on the way home, yet out of the school gate. this breakdancer-to be fell down and had a big patch of blood on his knee.the security left him alone to get something. crystal said that we should go over and offer tissues and water since i have, so i went over dragging sammie who was almost fainting already at the sight of blood. but the security guard came and said he should not use the tissue to clean the blood that was already dripping. like what the heck. well. then we left and drag sammie off. she was fainting.

o yay tml's friday. and yay rev ulf ekman 's coming. i'll try very very very very hard to process his words and hopefully they are not too chim to understand.

ooo sammie's sending me a stampede. hah. haha. haahhahahahahahhaha. stampede. -.-

oiuytfrdj

2007-01-30T21:54:00.000+08:00

it's the high-ness and not much of a recovery from my illness.
so i'm still sick. duh. and yet mummy believes i'm not.
the funny thing since sunday's autograph session with the fahrenheit.
crystal and serene were going gaga over them. practically crazy :X
and like newspaper reports and stuffs about fahrenheit. they went ahhh.
since carmen tan was around yesterday for english. three periods we slack around.
umm well planning to buy a new bag. DC i believed. with jerome and the rest. estimated cost around 35 bucks and actually planning to find work together at Yoshinoya. since the time wasnt able to be settled due to the different schedules. i think that was put down for a moment.

i drew elvis presley and marilyn monroe combined for art. and bargained with Mrs wong over all the teachers giving us too much homeworks. still. she's the best.

went to merilyn's house right after e3'06 held nadia's birthday celebration. then ate beehoon and ice cream at her house. apparently gaining weight :/
went to clarke quay central to walk. but not all shops are open yet. so we bought fries and sat by the river. apparently bad choice we made. cause the wind was sooo strong that 2 fries paper packets and a paper advertisment was blown into the river and sank. so we sang.

there was a paper from long john that sailed the river blue.
they thought they got a paper no water can go through
but the Lord of mighty hands knew the paper it will sank.
it was sad when the paper sank down.

ooo it was sad ooo it was sad.
it was sad when the paper went down to the bottom where
the paper advertise and the chilli lost their lives.
it was sad when the paper sank down.

we were just bored i guess.
end up the bs was held at dhouby ghaut at smu.
so we took train back.
and smu was havng their patron week.
so it was quite noisy.

anyway after bs , jonjon's father sent us home.
so we could reach home early :)

carmen tan was back today. and common test table is out.
it starts from the 12 and ends on the 14th feb aka valentine
and many many people complained.
but thankfully being in combined science, we only have 5 official papers.

test for mathematics. and i think it was crap. i missed a lesson.

oo shafee was being too nice today, he send no one out.
and instead, he gave chocolates. and where all the teachers get those bug bug chocolate?
well he was being nice. and nice means he was crapping with us.

physics was being sleepy and copying worksheets and stuffs.

ryan came for dance today. he wore his wedding ring :x
lol he was an chioing when we asked him about his honeymoon.
well the syf selection was held today. and guess the ending :x

um happy birthday daddy. we went to ang mo kio to eat some crab and boy it was nicee.

went to watch gridiron gang on sunday. it was very nice.
thankfully to that show. i decided not to quit syf la.
and inspired me to do something :)

kjhgfdxsjh

2007-01-27T01:40:00.000+08:00

Well merilyn's over at my house now, staying over because we are up to some mischiefs. :)
haha i was on mc today and mrs wong called at 7.30 am. -.- then under the influence of medicine, i slept till 11.30. uhm i went out with merilyn to watch the illusionist which is very very nice lor. then we shop around and play around in toys r us. and ate at yoshinoya. she shop at ebase till very late la. and now. we're mischieving around :)

oijhgfd

2007-01-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

Firstly, sorry for the triple post below, uhm i actually did not notice it until sammie told me just.

Secondly my day half sucks so much i got sick and unfortunately fortunately won't be going to school tml. which is so YAY. because i finally got one whole day to rest. but nevertheless i'm going to finish Dominic Goh's homework by today so i can hand up tml and save all the hassle.

During Physics, Mr lim was telling us about our eyeball. and he said something like ,

'' only one small part of your eyeball can see clearly which is the small portion near our vein ( or whatever i forgot) connecting to our brain. and because the eyes darts around so fast that most of the time 30% of the eye darts to where the groin area is.''

and also while talking about magnitude,

''imagine arh the ant carries six times its weight, i 90kg carry one third my weight (aka 30 kg) already kpkb already ar.''

and somehow iso (international standard organisation) became 'i asshole' in the class. and mr lim was telling us about the O lvl Practical Exams la. and he said if we got the pendulum experiment, all he can say is GOD BLESS YOU.

Rolling around the dumbbells during PE. and then we sat around and have a nice girls + 1 guy chat. and while people are sweating out in the gym. we slack around la.

Chemistry test was so chicken feet. Then i dunno what actually happen to me and end up i help samson with his 2 month anniversary gifts. Then played around with that shower thingy at the back of the class.

We drew poker cards for art. actually its so gothic one. the main medium is black and red ink and draw medival people playing. end of the lesson we have a critic session. and now i've got research to do.

Maths was firstly freezingly dead and secondly real dead. From dunno when onwards. maths will be 2 hours to make up for the 5 periods he lost during the CNY week. and we did some fractional quadratic equations today. and we had to memorise the formula or else if we forget tml, we'd have to write the formula 500 times. after lesson i immediately chiong out lor.
dance was torturing la. my back having problems again lor and all the problems come from the pair work ms chan asked us to do. wonder was it even legal to our back lor.and now my back hurts so.

Mummy treat me and anvis to jacks place and swensens today. and the shoes i wanted was gone and now its so sad lor. hopefully i'll find another shoe i like. hopefully.

why is it that our words of affirmation always becomes words of condemnation and hurt other times again and again. why is it that we always wants people to not know what happen to us so that they will not feel bad or guilty towards us. why is it that when we say we do not want to hurt that person, the person will be hurt the most. why is it that we say forever when we know that forever never happens. why is it that we promise when we know we will never keep it. why is it that when we cry nobody should ever knows.

oiuytrde

2007-01-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

AS USUAL. i was in a bad mood and now worse, tired. I rush mathematics and additional mathematics. the SURDS ARE TAKING OVER MY MIND! and i was so completely lost. for english we discussed some essay thingy until halfway, carmen tan wasnt happy because to her we only want fun so she booted us all out of the class 10 mins before recess. chemistry was diaoss lor. Me and jerome's answer for assignment one was the same, word by word, line by line. diaos lor and teacher thought we copied. was late for chinese as usual. chinese was nothing lor. teacher talk alot of crap. CME WAS TOOT. another hypocritical lesson where you have to do reflections until your brain looks like a mirror.geog waaas tiring laaaa. and then after everything. i rush down to meet wen kai to get help with my homework. aka surds. we only manage to solve 2 and then we just idle down there already.

HOW TO SURVIVE 3 PERIODS OF MR DOMINIC GOH'S LESSON TML. EITHER I FREEZE TO DEATH OR I DIED THANKS TO DOMINIC GOH'S STAY BACK AND STUFFS.

oiuytrde

2007-01-24T21:24:00.001+08:00

oiuytrde

2007-01-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

oiuytrrghjmnmn

2007-01-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

the first thing jerome lee told me today was that his phone fell into the big longkang outside the seven eleven yesterday. and angie goh saw him climbed into the drain to retrieve his phone.his phone now got a fugly big dent. and for the whole day i was having a terrible moodswing and it most made me die.

i just blew my top. SEE I TOLD YA I'M HAVING A TERRIBLE MOODSWING or rather it feels like depression. I was so tired and moodswingy that i cried to sleep in class during PC. that guy, Mr James was talking about cyber awareness. and actually i was listening while sleeping (my talent :D) and he was talking about me. so immediately i woke up and i dao him.

Then carmen tan's english was activities. We did some word posters with our groups and then present to the class.

I was rather stoned and heavy during mathematics and shafee made my day worse by screamings. and all the childish and immature sec 1 and 2s shoving and pushing along the corridor all contributed to it.
I slept during physics. and threw my tantrum at somebody who got on my nerves since ages ago.

Thankfully after physics, sammie was there to cheer me up :D

true enough, after last tuesday's publicity, many people came, even guys and of course, flower pots. already four flower pots are blacklisted by me. and they all all seriously flowerpots.

went to sammie house and play. and truly this is a depressing day.
even until now..

give me a bucket to cry, o i forgot. i cant even cry now.

kiuhtfrdesdfgh

2007-01-21T21:03:00.000+08:00

The dance floor was -speechless-
seriously it was speechless. like kiasu singaporeans went to queue a day before the thing starts.
which is typically singaporean. but nevertheless, there were a few groups which dance quite well, uhm example? daphne's .

due to the fact nobody ask me out. (not popular enough *sob -.-) I stoned. not that much anyway. Cause my relatives were over at my house. i manage to catch a nap after eating my har gao. and then loiter around the internet listening to disenchanted. the version jazzmen ouyang sent me was abit weird cause it starts from the chorus minus a word or two. and he got admitted to the hospital the third time, he wont give me a reason and he said it was personal but definitely not kenna poke by a fork in the eye again -.-

uhm the whole family had a meeting regarding what to do during new year. and it's so shocking,
THEY ARE GOING TO CLIMB BUKIT TIMAH HILL ON THE FIRST DAY OF NEW YEAR IN STEAD OF GETTING ANG PAO?! and as usual, gamble and drink like every single day life. but why climb a hill on the first day of new year?! no wonder mummy gave me 50 bucks to settle my new year stuffs. uhh then tonning over at kbox most likely. hopefully no need to drag my drunkard cousin home 3am in the morning again.

how nice i am going to see mr shafee again tml. !$^&%#$%@

Disenchanted- My Chemical Romance.

Well I was there on the day
they sold the cause for the queen
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen
I hate the ending myself
But it started with an alright scene

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
And will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean

Yeah yeah, oh

If i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
How can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
Now will it matter long after I'm gone
Because you never learned a god damned thing

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

So go, go away,
just go, run away.

Now where did you run to?
And where did you hide?
Go find another way
Price you pay

Woah oh, Woah oh...

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you,

come on

You're just a sad song
With nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
Well if you think that I'm wrong
This never meant nothing to you

At all
At all
At all
At all

vikh

2007-01-21T18:17:00.000+08:00

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
We ask ourselves,
Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

-Marianne Williamson.

ijuytwseh

2007-01-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

The whole day was full of ups and downs.

and i'm so darn tired of everything. just let me die for once.

kjhgfdfvghnjm

2007-01-20T00:31:00.000+08:00

I bloody did screwed up my A maths test today. and therefore i was in a dumb mood.

The mood was so dumb until it turn into stonage.

and after stonage, it turned into blurness and there, i walk straight into the wall.

currently suffering from STM and one big blue black which hurts alot.

During A maths test, i was really dumbfounded and should only get one answer correct.

and the homework she passed back, ALL WRONG.

reason is because i handed in my draft accidentally.

E maths test was quite okay except for one question. which i think, dominic goh will come after me for write 2.03 to the power of minus 54 which i literally drew 54 zeros on the piece of paper.

and thanks to Shafee's Kaypohness, Crystal got to stay back next week till 6. Well speaking of Shafee, he is really kaypoh, he told the sec 3s to be in the hall by 7.20 and start reading a book. well instead we were at the canteen copying homework till danapal came and everybody flee for their lives. Mother tongue was slack. I ate 2 packets of sweets within 1 period and eat coffee chocolates for the other.

After school, went home straight. plan to sleep but i decided to do my homework so i wouldnt need to rush on sunday. Then meet merilyn at 6.45 to go chomp chomp. Then Merilyn ate and wen kai joined us. Then we chat and talk and went to Mac. Ate again. I did something good today, I dyed my hair.

Thur, aka yesterday. Too screwed to write anything yesterday. so here's yesterday. although i only remember art la. Art was fun, drawing a gay arm with charcoal and chalk and spraying it with oil spray. and then we went ALL THE WAY TO FARRER PARK FOR BOWLING -.-

and the uncle mending the counter got serious mathematics problem.

I have been thinking with my brains alot. and it aint glamourous at all.

kjhgfdsdfg

2007-01-18T22:01:00.000+08:00

BOO. i'm totally burn out. :(
and i'm totally screwed.

uytfdfghj

2007-01-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

Dear everybody. SORRY I WENT MIA FOR SOOOO LONG!
haha homeworks have been piling and many things have happen this 3 and half days.
thankfully i finished all my homeworks by now~ and i'm soooo freee.
and now i have to use my brain cells to recap all the way back to SUNDAY~

ehm uhm we went for steamboat cum teppanyaki at Merilyn's house. Meet at 11 at serangoon mrt. apparently all late. XD then we played at the mrt station. then went all arrive, we went to buy ingredients for the steamboats and then went to merilyn's house. Prepare the food and everything then wait for nixi to arrive and slowly we ate la. then me and rachel used the rice to cook buttered rice at the teppanyaki there. XD
played games for awhile and then around 4+ nixi and rachel left and slowly people leave la.
then Merilyn, Wen kai, Yi Jie, Eugene and I went to bugis to walk around. left at 9+, reach home around 10+ then rush homeworks. yet didnt finish :(

Monday was urggh.English was blah blah. did some discussions and stuffs.A maths was bearable although i was almost sleeping. Then we wanted to late for Shafee's class end up we never realise Padma let us off earlier and we were there soo early at Shafee's class XD.Chinese was urghhhhhhh. Did the Ying4 Yong4 Wen2. Manage to finish la. Then Recess again and Art for two periods. i drew a fat man with dog features on a lily pad. and slept. Rehearsal for the next's day performance. and went for bs. till 11, i reach home :)

Tuesday. Woke up at 5.45 to prepare for the performance. Put on contacts after sooo long. Then reach school at 6.40. then meet and practice a few times. Went to the back of the hall. OOO THE PERFORMANCE WAS TERRIBLE. standard drop like siao. and went we return to Plab to do it again. it was MUCH BETTER. then everybody go class liao. El was bleahs. did comprehension. emaths was freezing since i'm facing the aircon and the Shafee's class was Gay sh!t. Due to the fact i return home late at night, i couldnt find the ministries and stuffs. so dunno how many of us kenna copy chapters. heh. Physics was soso. i fell asleep the Derrick lim came to teach us how to use the micro something something. Meet rachel then the merilyn. Then while waiting for celest, we did homeworks. and then left at 5+ then crap all the way to boon lay. Then while they eat, i did homework again. Prayer meeting was very good. :) then went home. :)

Today was worse. It was very tiring, i fell alseep in Amaths class and CME, which is Sumayah's. The rest of the lesson still bearable. English was on a newspaper article. and a relief Teacher or chemistry. Chinese was slacko. and Geog was okay kay. Then celebrate Bailin's birthday in the canteen. aww he was touched he cried. well me and sammie left and we went to Hougang Point. sat at Mac to slack and then went to buy wrapping paper. XD
found myself hanging upside down sleeping on the sofa. XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAILIN!

iuhygfv

2007-01-14T00:39:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog.
firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMSON AND ITS YOUR ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY IN CHURCH :D
next i'm itching all over and feeling tired. so this is a teeny weeny blog.
Went for bs this morning. like 12.15 in the morning.
then had 1/4 of my lunch, finish emaths
then svc and everything, fellowship and stuffs.
see soo short. haha.
thats about it la. i'm so tired i want to sleep. :/

i haven complete journal and physics and part of amaths.
:(

ku i kgjh

2007-01-12T22:16:00.000+08:00

uhh well stoneage while waiting for sammie

[† .zoe. † ______]- live life as happy as you can be. says:
*stoneage

† .:: S a m m i e™ ::. † says:
happy stoning while u wait for me x)

so i'm making full use of my time now before i win her in pictionary XD
i began the day with cursing because i was super tired.
like we played pictionary till 11++ after we had dance.
and i was bleahs. somemore there's Amaths and Emaths. worse.
and there's test for Emaths. and homeworks everywhere.
still, homework is piling up. like mountain.
theres a maths, e maths, physics, english.
anyway almost got caught doing e maths in chinese.
then amaths, did inverse matrices. and geog was easy.
stay back for dance and then the cca open house. STONAGE
and eliza chan was simply too !@#$%^&. another looney teacher.
then after the cca open, sammie and i went to hougang point.
she don't want to zilian with me :(
and then she SHELTERED ME HOME.
THANKS SAMMIEEEE:) (your name is hereee)

bonkers

2007-01-11T22:06:00.001+08:00

like I'M GOING BONKERS.
bonkers because homeworks are PILING HIGH.
bonkers because i am tired like crap.
bonkers because there's ADDITIONAL AND E MATHS TML.
bonkers because i have to stay till 7pm tomorrow.
bonkers because i haven do my physics research
bonkers because I AM BONKERS.

and i'm pissing off too. TODAY.
somehow ALL TEACHERS SEEMS TO THINK BOWEN IS AN ARMY CAMP.
somehow all teachers think we are cadets.
somehow all teachers think WE ARE SOO FREE UNTIL WE CAN STAY BACK TILL !#$%^& PM EVERYDAY. SCREW THEM.
and partially because most of my teachers are guys, and THEY MISS ARMY ALOT.
they are implimenting the ONE FOR ALL ALL FOR ONE PUNISHMENT.
and teachers are turning gay too. 3 or more of my files are purple in colour.

EG:
MR GOH ( E MATHEMATICS)
punishment for not doing any of his homeworks or failed to comply to his POWERPOINT-ED rules will be staying back till 5 for a day, if continued to do so, stay back 2-3 days and subsequently weeks. If one student never hand in homework, the whole class will stay back for an hour a day preferably thurs since his lessons end at 3.30pm in the freezing to death mathematics homeroom. and LAUGHING IS ILLIGAL.

MR SHAFEE ( SS)
Known as the ___(fill in the blanks). like purple. -.-
loves to sing a sentence randomly and often target people who laugh, to him laughing is nonsensical. likes to fold his arms and use powerpoints to teach.

MR LIM (PHYSICS)
Just abit !@#$%^& when he's crazy. his shouting makes people deaf and at least HE DOESNT GIVE HOMEWORK :D

the rest of the teachers are okay. abit crazy or rather looney.
but they are quite good teachers la.

School today was ____ (fill in the blanks). Derrick Lim was away in the sec 1 camp. so physics was gonecase. The textbooks i brought which i plan to study was hopelessly not understandable.
so end up i did some doodling. funny things happen la. like many of them.

1. We were drawing madly on a piece of drawing paper.
2. I wrote Jerome (suppose to be LEE) is a duck! quack! and i drew a duck.
and just nice Jerome Quek came and he saw la. and he thought i was drawing him
he was like, " Jerome is a duck, quack!, I'M A DUCK?!" and we were madly laughing
3. Doodle craps.

PE WAS BLEAH. did runnings and GYMS AND DUMBELLS.
we cant even lift much of the equippments cause they were rather heavy and the dumbells lifting session with Mr Tan almost took my life.

Chemistry lessons with sundram, erm cant really hear her properly so have to study on my own. did the workbooks and 2 periods flew.
edited:
sundram told us about the recent deaths, those that died suddenly without any illness kind.
she said they were probably caused by some harmful bacteria in soil. the bacteria will penetrate into the skin, most probably under the nail and enters your blood streams and prevents the heart from pumping blood. the person suffers from heart cramps and died. heh believe it or not. check it out yourself XD.

Complete my artwork within the next 2 hours. Did circles till i got rather confuse and then went crapping with jerome. Suan him alot alot. XD While we were doing an artpiece, Crystal in F&N cooked 2 dishes -.-

Maths was urgh. Did new sums and tried out some. and people were shouting 'sh!t' everywhere then goh set 2 questions and those we unfortunately got called by him yet got the answer wrong, have to stay back. unfortunately me.
with a few other rests. then rush to dance, practice and then have rehearsal in the hall for tuesday's showcase. went home at 7 -.-

chiong addmaths and emaths homework till now. -.-

kjhgfdxcvyhjk

2007-01-10T21:05:00.000+08:00

Muscleache :( and it was rather painful
cause it affects my walking.
Rather peaceful today, finish all my homeworks yesterday so i don't have to chiong them today.
Assembly in the hall was bleah. and the sec 1s have gone camping XD.
ours will be somewhere around march in st john's island :(
(ever since Melvin told us the st john's ghost stories...)
A maths was interesting, took 15 mins to introduce matrices.
while people already finished inverse matrices -.-
then while walking to carmen's lesson, watch the sec 1 listen to mr tan talking blahs.
carmen gave us homeworks and well mainly to copied things the whole day.
half the class kenna stay back for recess because they did not bring their files.
then met sammie for recess, stoned maths with her.
chemistry was crap la. totally proscratinating. couldn't hear sundram talking and samson was bluetoothing to everyone that on bluetooth his photos, and jerome was sending to everybody his art work. toot. end up samson's phone kenna confiscated for a few mins.
i couldn't understand anything about chemistry because i simply could't hear.

( btw, sundram said the dirty boms were made of nails and glass fragments in a bomb. and when it explodes, the nails and glass fragments will fly at high speed, piercing its victim, making the victim's life worse then death. but according to bbc, dirty bombs were made of radioactive materials and nothing about nails and glass fragments were told. Link )

then chinese was crap la. we asked Mr Wang about the phrase that was in carmen's homeroom but he didnt' seem to know it. so we did meaningless composition for the whole two periods.
CME WAS WORSE. Sumayah told us the files she gave us was complimetary but end up, THEY WERE UNCLEARED FILES ON HER TABLES FROM LAST YEAR'S HOMEC LESSONS. complimentary my foot. did work on respect and went for lunch.

Geog was after lunch, and it was quite understandable. the two periods went fast.
The bowling thingy was cancelled because i want to sleeep. haha.

to stop somebody from giving up hope, give them hope.

iuhgfcdvh

2007-01-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

LALA I'M IN A BLOODY SADIST MOOD. BECAUSE I WANNA BE A SADIST RIGHT NOW.
firstly KUDOS (REAL BIG KUDOS TO SOMEBODY) TO (she who shall not be named) TO TELL ( that bloody idiot who shall not be named) OFF IN HER FACE TO SHUT HER UP :D
haha yes, she's SELFISH. freaking selfish. another snobby bimbo who thinks only for herself.
and i was so darn happy when she was told off right in the face and she shutup. yay PEACE!
NAH, we don't have to give up the whole universe just for one star. WE GO ON :D
we gooooooooooo on!

(GETTING BONKERS)

celebrating the success of my sadistic-ness and the success of her, finally SHUT UP.

iutdfghj

2007-01-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

oooo yeah! I'M FINALLY ONLINE!
after gazillions of mathematics homework.
and only a minority is online :(
and actually mathematics is FUN.
which is rather surprising to all who knows me.
but thats good, that's a big change :)
school starts with a boring assembly, awards to give out.
then they held the sec 3 back to give talk on the green carnival.
which falls on the 4th april. :/
it's like bo liao stuff la. i rather spend more time building my foundations.
then it was carmen's english lessons. continued the diagnostic test we did yesterday.
and did the summary. finish within 25 mins and doze off while reading a book.
cant blame me la. i was very tired, late home yesterday :(
then collected the papers, copied the o lvls exam format. and then RECESS!
went to meet sammie and ate jap again, danapal was on patrol across every stall.
ate and squeeze through many many people to get shafee's black and dominic's purple file.
then went to dominic's maths class, was late for 5 mins =x
then halfway through, we moved to the mathematics homeroom, under the aircon.
he assigned seats for us, i sat between sharina and cheryl. and copied homeworks.
got 18 mathematics questions to do for mathematics to be handed up tomorrow even though there is no mathematics class tomorrow.
went to shafee's class, that gay class. he got very upset with our class cause to him ' our class doesn't seem so interested in social studies'. just because our class got many many jokers.
and did abit of social studies, i decided to write my own notes because the notes shafee gave was according to the textbooks. he held us back for 5 mins because we ' just couldn't shut up' .
went to find e3'06 then ate a chicken burger, went for physics.
derrick was not as bad as chyuan ming said la. he's funny and he makes it a point to remember the whole class name. but he's scary too, his shouting can result in deafness.
anyway he's a guy that DOESN'T BELIEVE IN HOMEWORKS! meaning less homeworks.
we will not be touching the workbooks la. the homework he gave was to surf the net every chapter to research on stuffs. and he doesn't like maplestory and calls it ' A BOY POKING A MUSHROOM' . by the end of 2 periods, he memorise all our names.
loiter in the canteen and accompanied Merilyn because she was feeling down and all.
then went for dance. dance was refreshing! uhm we are not dancing for CCA open house. which is good. because all the sec1 bimbos will not join dance for the stage glamour they saw. XD
but there is a performing arts show casing next week.
meaning monday rehearsal with the teachers in the hall result in dily dalying, late let off and meaning rushing for mad to BS. and tuesday would be the performance, meaning heavy stuffs.
GIVE ME MY LOCKER.
RAWR.

Monday was hectic, carmen's lesson, a maths, chinese, art and social studies.
then meet merilyn to lunch at pizza hut with wenkai and timothy, went for BS.

there's many things we have to let go in life. if we hold on to all the sad things, we would only be making ourselves living worst then hell, why not let them go? :)

oiuydfghmmubj

2007-01-07T21:53:00.000+08:00

boring day i'll say. soo boring until i decided to go out.
went to my grandma house. did my homework there.
they went to marina to play baseball. blah and stuff.
ate at sim lim square. went home .
see? that boring. very the boring.

and it will be this short. :/

kjhgfgh

2007-01-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

Sleepy Saturday, the fact that i have to wake up 10 in the morning makes me sleepy. it's not that i sleep too little, its that i sleep too much until i feel like sleeping more.
thank God meeting them at 2. eugene was there and melissa came too.
then slowly more people come la. and was rather piss off with something. something.
then we went to eat at the foodcourt. and the beef hor fun taste rather fake. so i only eat quarter. and then we went over to foyer 3 to queue. went in, service starts and everything. rather happy because mostly talk about culture and of course about art. at least it doesnt make me feel i took up a useless subject. like somebody said.
then after svc, went to attributes to buy books, out of stock. wonderful.
like i'm going to tell jo, oo the bookstore went out of stock on the fourth lesson.
then the fellowship and stuffs. went home.

stop telling me the bullshit about friendship. sorry to say among the eight purple flowers, six have thorns and two have died, where are the thorns? in my heart. and never will you see me so ever trusting again. cause once bitten, twice shy. so don't give me the BULLSHIT.

ciybkjl

2007-01-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

ahhh Friday! yay finally.
finally i got to have a long long long nap which i can only have it once a week, that is, friday.
so therefore i just woke up from a long long 5 hours sleep and i'm sooooooooo refresh.
school was rather exciting because of new enviroment to adapt to.
and no more parade squares, YOUR SITTING IN THE HALL!
they took 30 mins to arrange us and 5 mins to stone there.
Goy came pass my class because Samson and Jerome were making tooo much noise.
the day starts with Geog. umm sandra teo was crapping too much. and i was trying very very hard to keep my eyes open. and FOOD HAVE GEOGRAPHY TOO?
thats the next year syllabus. Chinese was crappy. I don't even bother to bring books.
because at the rate the teacher is teaching. i might as well go home and learn by myself.
so i was eating many many chocolates, talking to jazzmen, eating sweets with milly, sleeping
and talking around la. then when the bell rings, CHIONG OFF.
Recesssssss. Eat with Serene and the rest.
then was late for Padma's A maths lesson.
she was in the corridor hurrying us. and somehow, every lessons, the back seats were for us.
soo she went on introducing a maths and half way through the lesson, serene got caught using handphone and was throw out of the class. then she started on her first lesson and gave her first homework. and she return serene her phone after lesson. and she solve a maths question very fast. within 5 seconds, she can get the answer already. like o.o
anyway we stroll to chem lessons and was crappping behind . sundram was dramatic and hilarious.

Umm yesterday was totally mad la. The day starts with Geog. and win many many chocolates!
PE WAS FAST. AND IDIOTIC. the dumb machine they got in to take height and weight, shrunk and made everyone heavier. TOOT. anyway one hour recess.Dominic Goh (maths) took over our physics lesson, Derrick lim wasnt there. and he need powerpoints to lay down his rule. and he listed laughing as ILLIGAL. like wth? then he crap with us la. oo he was from st gabs too and he listed the whole 10 years as Desperate. ART WAS RATHER RATHER DEPRESSING.
all the paintings hang outside the plab was B3 ONLY. like B3 ONLY. and there is many many things to understand and learnt. and basically it's just the creativity.
stayed back for dance and learnt dance for the next week's open house. then syf rehearsal at NUS cultural whatever whatever. to be held on the 10th and 20th
10th is a saturday, so most likely cant go church :/
then 20th is a public holiday called chinese new year which 100% they will remove la.
went to dhouby after dance. then walk around and eat. went for bs and went home la.

i guess no matter what, you are oblivious of my feelings. and since i'm not needed by you anymore, i guess i just have to disappear :)

yfgjkbjkbbk

2007-01-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

NEWWWWW SCHOOOOOOL DAAAAAAAY!
ehh everybody was like soooo frantic searching for friends.
heh for me. i've arranged to meet my friends at the boooookshop.
ahhh well. parents crowding at the foyer with their kids. -.-
and sec 1s without parents just stood at the corridor and stone.
and it was fuull of chattering la. like everybody cant wait to blurt out everything.
like mr chua. XD. surely without two months of audiences. he sure cant wait to occupy the stage.
then first topic among us was homework la. of course.
heh practically nobody finish their homework. like soooo guai :)
anyway the music came and very thing.
then we heard, DANAPAL'S VOICE. well we kinda freaked out.
cause we thought danapal left -.-
the next thing rachel said was : anzoe, your hair colour very obvious.
anyway we said if we get caught, we could go out togther. XD.
end up we never got caught and those diciplines anyhow catch one.
Jeffrey's hair bushy only, mr lim sent him out.
then after the checks. they sent us up to the hall.
for the Mr Chua's long awaited talk. miraculously he only talk for 30 mins.
and HAH. they changed away the school logos and motto.
at least it's nicer. and uhm well, then danapal's talk and then mr soo's talk.
after that around 9.30. they sent us back. jerome lead the whole class up to fourth floor and
down to third floor, just to avoid Normala.
anyway our form teacher change to Mrs Wong instead of Mrs Tan.
and like as usual, e3ers occupied the back, then we just crap.
and Congrats to Samson our class ~~moniter~~ monitor!
HEH I ONLY SABO YOU. BUT I MYSELF NEVER KENA. XD.
well i almost did by 0.000005% :P
Recess was reunion time with my clique. xD.
canteen was crowded, and so call renovated.
and we just stood around. and went for lesson late.
but Mr monitor said since he's late, there's no need to be afraid.
emmm sundram's lesson was okay. but she's sooo soft lor.
then chinese was STONED. that Mr wang looks like Owen Wang( according to ouyang, that's his surname) like EXACTLY ALIKE LA. and they both love to play to things, example? owen loves to play with water. and Mr wang loves to play with the door. how crap.
and he, was praising Xinmin in front of us and demeaning Bowen. SCREW HIM.
and for the rest of the time, he was like stoning.
CME was nothing. Mrs Tan was not the one taking us. but just there for the first lesson.
She let us introduce ourselves and by the time we finish, we went home. xD
btw my class got three tranferred. agnes from punggol sec , lionel from tampines sec and xiao long(according to serene) from china. and i'm sooo looking forward to tml cause there's FOUR PERIODS OF ART :D:D

lonli

2007-01-02T20:51:00.000+08:00

loneliness is a curse,
a demon is the dark,
it casts over you like a shadow,
and leaves behind it's mark
it suffocates and strangles,
and cuts you wide open.

no-one can ever hear,
the little voice that has just spoken
you're trodden on, and left behind.
why does life seem so unkind?
no-one listens,
no-one cares,
it's more than one little soul can bear.
the hurt, the crying and the pain,
you can barely speak,
it drives you insane.

why do i fly solo?
why am i alone?
why am i transparent?
why can't my life be shown....

dftyhjhnbnm

2007-01-02T17:11:00.000+08:00

The pre school phobia. -.-
its the last day of school holiday. how great it that.
and percentage of homework done? 0%
so currently i'm rushing my homework like mad.

five articles and dummb reflections.
fifty vocabulary words.
~~chinese.~~
practice for laws of indices.
~~laws of indices.~~
science workbook.

and the articles have to be on high technology crime.
from newspaper somemore.
Mrs You must have love the newspaper soo much
ever since sec1, almost all our homeworks were from newspaper.
she could have kiss them.
and they made 200 words sound soo easy.
but when added up together, whats the difference from writing then 1000 word essay for last year's assignment.
and i cant even understand chinese at all.
and the questions they asked are dumb.
i only finished 3 chapters for the science workbook.
and its already 5+ -.-

gahh i'm gonna go crazy.

oiuygfdcvbn

2007-01-01T19:52:00.000+08:00

Glad that there's no hangover XD.
but basically i didnt go anywhere cause i was sick.
had fever and stuff la. slept the whole day.
wrote my resolutions and stuff.
hopefully to complete my homework by tml.
and erm its just like this la.
o and 1 day away from school reopen.
and 2007 already! its a bad beginning hopefully with a good ending.
2006 ended for me badly. because of some minor stuffs.
just hopefully the cg will grow even more. :)

oiutfdfghj

2007-01-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

HI to 2007 and BYE to 2006 already!
see how fast time pass you by.
wasnt able to blog yesterday.
its due to laziness instead of being drunk.
i was very sober and it means VERY.
well we had cg outing yesterday at chinatown.
we met at 2 at chinatown. and walked all the way to maxwell to eat.
well i had serene with me. and we spent like a long long time in maxwell
until nixi called us and we walked towards the foodstreet to find her.
on the way, we all ate icecream! mine was rum and rasin XD.
and then we proceed to meet nixi. we found her and we ate satays
and finish cucumber and onions. haha esther and nixi ate the most.
the we walked around and go to shopping centres and OG.
the girls were looking at shoes and the guys were in the toys dept.
we went to find them later. and the jun kai and celestine joined us.
we then walked to the mrt. where merilyn and i part ways with them.
i went to bugis and she to harbourfront.
met mummy and we ate at the hawker centre before finding the rest at hotspot.
then ate a little and drank alot under the situation of being forced.
then went back to grandma's house and we were still drinking.
and we lamed, played and crapped around. and in total i had 12 glasses of wine before 2006 was over. and we rushed to see fireworks along the corridor.
i took photos. :)
then my relatives send me home.

and the fellowship was disappointing.

oiuhgvvvvbnmmmmmmm

2006-12-31T00:29:00.000+08:00

31st dec already. one more day to 2007.
three more days to school. and i've done no homework. like heh. who cares.
well for n349, photos are up on the blog.
emm if you have more photos, pass them to timothy.
the aftermath of dnd. tired lor. and i slept at 2 am last night.
woke up like 10. then slack till 1+
then mummy made me drank the panadol flu drink with two panadols
went to meet esther and fell asleep on the bus.
emm went to expo la. then svc and fellowship.
and now home.
sorrrrrry for the short post. i just aint in the mood to do anything. yet i'm so bored.

so what, after today, we are just going to stay miles away from one another?

oigfcv

2006-12-30T01:47:00.000+08:00

I sooooo totally can crash now.
i'm tired. very very tired. physically la.
heh thanks to those who volunteered to catch my eyes if they fell out.
and the contacts are sooo irritating.
woke up like 10? umm guess the weather too nice.
finally some fresh air cause i was like super sick la.
and i was very very very cold.
but this morning, fever 's gone and flu's here.
and it was irritating la.
serene came at 1.45. and we went out la.
went back home to settle some stuffs.
and then walk to celest house with esther.
change and everything, make up and play la.
experiment with alot of colours and took cab down with celest.
then she helped merilyn make up la.
then i just rush in and out, waiting for the rest lo.
erm it started late la. but overall it was enjoyable.
then we danced and stuff. gave out awards.
congrats to adrina and n349!
we bagged the most awards i guess.
and everyone was totally high high.
walked to mac to eat. laugh and joke there.
and well em took cab home.
jun kai was crapping with the taxi driver la.
hahaaaaaaa. what a day. and now i want sleep.

and i wannnnnnnnt to watch night in the mesuem AGAIN!
who wants to go with me!

ijhgfghnjm

2006-12-28T19:28:00.000+08:00

Actually i wanted to blog yesterday before leaving the house.
sadly my internet connection FAILED. like toot.
and my lappy came back yesterday. but i was going out in a rush.
i went to PS to walk alone before joining Jun Kai, Merilyn and Wen kai at long john.
apparently Jun Kai and Merilyn went to the Dnd dance practice la.
i cannot go because of my dumb back. like cant do much of dances.
emm we were late in meeting timothy and esther. =x sorry
uhh we went to palawan beach to play.
erm timothy cant cause he didnt bring extra clothes. :(
well we didnt inform him also. our bad.
then it started to rain. soo we walk all the way back to sijori.
and into the room XD. took turns to clean up and watch tyra banks.
then around 7.30 we went for dinner at ferry terminal.
and sadly the food court was gone. and food are super expensive.
end up we walk around ferry terminal. and timothy was suaning me.
cause i was hungryy. uhh well then timothy left. and we walk back all the way to the resort.
and then we ate downstairs cause it was the cheapest.
merilyn had singapore curry, wen kai had hor fun and i had hokkien mee.
and we ordered potato wedges also. erm we were super full and we called esther down to eat.
then we slack around, watching shows after shows, eating potato chips and maggie mee and everything. then at 11pm. we watch anime with wen kai. at 12+ they watch soccer for awhile, i fell asleep. umm woke up at 8 in the morning. then sleep back.
then woke up at 8.30 and slowly dily daly. emm watch america's funniest videos.
and some shows. pillow fights and get ready to check out la.
then we all went home. i went to compass later to meet chyuan ming.
and i was hailing for a cab under the rain. and this kind girl offered her umbrella.
but i refused la. anyway the cab came soon. then took cab to bowen to meet chyuan ming.
then we went to compass. on the way to bowen uncle asked me if i was a teacher there. -.-
like i look that old T.T
we had pizza hut and the CSR was very cute. erm called sally.
she peep at our student pass and when she saw chyuan ming's. she giggled away.
we went shopping afterwards. uhh i cant find anything. actually i saw this shoes very nice.
erm 49.90 and nearly cause my blood vessels to burst. end up i have to leave it there on the shelf. T.T
bought famous amos cookies for sammie and went to her house.
play games and games. and now i'm home.
and its soo fast, tml's DND.
AHH I'M NOT READY YET.
nahh i'll just go there. =/

odcjm

2006-12-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BOXING DAYY!
well after christmas, life back to the same.
and thank God, i didnt have a bad bad hangover from yesterday.
well i got up at 9. like soo early.
then meet merilyn at 12. cut my hair and trim my eyebrow.
and i seriously didnt know it was going to be soo painful.
umm celest joined us. and then we made our way down to orchard and we part ways with celest.
umm we went to shaw house to watch night in the museum. with wen kai and rachel
at first we ate la. the waited for eugene and jin kai.
then we chat until 3. and we ran into the wrong hall.
but end up at least didnt miss much.
it was freaking hilarious. and my favourite is the easter island statue.
hahaha go watch it yourself. and i laugh until i teared.
and we were sitting quite far. so we climb till we are panting.
it ended around 5. went around far east to look for celest dress.
then walk around. many rounds.
and got my dress back from the shop.
hmmm went to vivo to shop.
walk many many many many rounds.
and ate dinner at 9++
by the time we finish dinner rachel got very high over the statue thing.
then we went home la.
hmm tml is the LONG LONG awaited day la.
and i'll be going PS and then to vivo there.
get the Dorothy Perkins clutch XD.

gahh. i want my sleep.

iuytghj

2006-12-26T00:54:00.000+08:00

Christmas' over and well HAPPY BOXING DAY.
this year's christmas was definitely not enjoyable. like duh.
everybody's hogging my comp to play o2jam.
and the server gladly let them so. screw the server.
and guess what. it's a nutty christmas. the log cake and the pizza are nuts
macadamia, almond, hazelnut, walnut. all the nuts.
and steamboat was tasteless. cause the defination of saltiness is so different from grandma.
uhh actually plan to go compass, get pizza, buy log cake, sushi and my shoe for dnd.
metro had to go on holiday. and well i've to get it another day.
by the time we return home. all the people are already hogging my comp.
and i had to watch the tv instead.
and then fight for my comp. well i got back my comp by fighting o2jam with them.
heh i win them so thus. my comp.
and my big cousin came back. from dunno where.
so at least like i got someone to talk to.
around 8+, we went to k the log cakes and they got all the wines out.
in total, 6 bottles. i drank 3 glasses and i got knock out.
it was a terrible terrible feeling. cause my heart is beating soo fast.
and it was just terrible. i black out for an hour. and woke up at 11.
so i dunno what they do to my comp.
and they left la. and i'm off alcohol for sometimes.
and the worse thing, they left all the bottles in my house.
like how nice is this. and this christmas day was awwwwwful. terrible.
and hopefully next year it will be better.
and hello. boxing day. going out with merilyn to dunno where to settle dnd stuffs.
going to far east to get my dress, and more stuffs. and to ps to get stuffs.
and maybe i'll be off somewhere. not going to mind's cafe though.
and the movie? maybe i'll watch it alone or something.
wednesday will be my once in a year relaxation/ reflection time.
and on thurs, chyuan ming will be treating me and merilyn to pizza hut,
in exchange of my haagen daz. and friday is dnd. well i'm actually excited not.
saturdays will be for church. sundays to go uhh grandma's house for more wine -.-
and then wednesday is back to school. i haven finish a teeny weeny bit of my homework.
like its panic time. by then. a new school life 3e4 .
wonder how it would be like? more havoc then 2e3'06 hopefully.
and see teachers burst a few vessels or something.
oo and wonder who'll be my teacher next year.
probably i'll see how things are going. i may even have to pull out of syf.
and by then, i'll cry to my death.

igfghjkdfghjksdfgh

2006-12-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Christmas svcs are good. like very very good. especially the drama production. and i'm much of noticing ryan during the dance la. ooo the best dancer in the WHOLE WORLD. I was debating in my mind whether to go svc this morning or not. well the cookies are with me and its i have to go kind of stuff. yup so i went la early in the morning. and well was bless by the msg on peace. and then went for the afternoon svc again. but this time i was rather pissed off during the drama. cause i'm sitting behind this new friend and he keep talking and me being rather short have to keep straining to see the drama. and i was super piss off i kept cursing in my heart :X got to go and repent. then after that cool down. after svc, we went to hall 6 to play carnival. or rather eat. i was rather stoned at first because of something that happen. then i slowly turn back to normal.
then went to play meteorite again. this time we dragged wen kai XD. and we were screaming and playing games during the ride. then around 6 we left. everyone except us and merilyn went to orchard to countdown. erm i went home la. slept on the way back. it was soo sweet until somebody had to drop his drumsticks. (for drums) on the floor and woke me up.
then went to buy dinner and stuffs.

cross my fingers and hope i don't speak any vulgarities tml. or if i'm darn pissed tml. i'll stuff the whole bottle of licorice down whoever that gets on my nerves tml. and if i speak any vulgarities. i'll go and repent for 2 hours straight. guess i'll on this comp and leave it on and please NO MATTER WHAT FEEL FREE TO SPAM ME OR ANYTHING. cause i'll be darn bored tml.
and if there's any nonsensical msg received, please note that they are written by my mature NOT cousins or rather childish guys. heh note is GUYS. i'm the eldest grand daughter and i doubt any of my younger cousins have the guts to touch the comp. no matter what i'll get ready that bottle of licorice, quarter eaten i think. its awful.and i'm soo prepared to blow up. and if anyone is boliao or anything maybe drop by and you can find me sitting on the stairs out =/

thanks to all those who send me meaningful christmas msgs and those who wish me verbally or tags on my board or you have done all three. umm some from people i dunno. some from my cousins from my dad's side whom i also seriously dunno. like i dun even know their name and they know mine. and some from classmates and good friends. thanks ALOT! AND MERRY CHRISTMAS.

lastly this is not for you( uhh you). but if you want to read. go ahead. you'll just go 'ooo' and dunno whats going on.

sorry if i cannot be what you want me to be. like to go and interact and everything. you said even you yourself is introvert. and if you can why cant i. but i'm not you. sadly i'm not you. i just cannot bring myself to talk to just anyone i just met. cause i'm me. i'm like this and if this is what you dun want to see. sorry. you just have to see. cause if i change, i'm not me anymore. and stop asking me to talk when i dun want to. i need my personal space and friends which i can call my own. don't even try to get me to go out with aquaintances when i just want to go out with my friends alone. i'm not shutting them out. it's just that i am not close to them. and going out with them like that cannot change anything cause i'll be alone. everything takes time and especially for me alot alot of time before i can trust a person. and now i've lost my mood to do anything on tuesday. don't ask me to do what i don't want to do. don't try to change the way i am. cause i'm soo darn tired of things going on.

i guess wednesday is the day i need to unwind everything out that happen in 2006.

iuytfdfghj

2006-12-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

umm MERRY CHRISTMAS!
okay abit too early for that. but anyway its christmas eve already.
like yay! a new year is going to start!
and BUHBYE 2006. soon.
uh well cut the crap.
it was wonderful today.
yup i woke up like 10+
and went down just in time before mac switch to the lunch one.
then rush out down to expo.
sat there la. then see them play and eat.
erm then like 3+ we went in and sat at bravo terrace.
and stupid chyuan ming made me run all the way to echo arena twice.
and in the end still he went with n242.
well svc was great. drama was wonderful. RYAN is wonderful!
and then went to hall 6 after svc.
ate and stuff the queue up for the meteorite thingy
like IT IS SOOO DARN FUN.
maybe due to the fact i ate 3 snow ice.
makes me VERY HIGH.
i was laughing like mad and screaming like crazy during the ride.
and then well abit dizzy.
then fellowship chat and play whacko games.
erm went home with mummy and daddy.
and daddy had to help out for usher.
so mummy and i waited 30-45 mins for daddy.
and mummy was soo pissed.
tml 's svcs again but i think my back aint allowing me to go for games anymore.
it's soo weak now la. and i think it will take some time before it can stretch.
STUPID BACK. WELLL CHRISTMAS IS COMING.
ooo. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PIGGY XD.

whatever the future have in hold for me. i don't want to go and think, i don't want to go and upset myself over it. whatever it may be. it will be. for now. i want to live my life each day so ever happy for everyone. and most importantly for God.
letting myself have a healthy emotional life is also the best gift i can give to everyone around me.
and the best gift anyone can give to me is to put a smile on their faces. :)

oiuyfdfghj

2006-12-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

Um spent alot alot alot of money today.
thankfully pay came. but didnt tell mummy.
anyway it wasnt much like around 50+
uhhh well i was suppose to meet merilyn at serangoon 1 today.
she fell asleep while taking care of her sister.
and woke up at 1+. she came down at 2.
so we went to orchard area.
then ate pizza hut at lucky plaza.
erm ate alot alot. like we have lunch express.
ate pasta, then garlic bread, drumlets and bake beefballs.
and WHY IN THE WORLD THEY WONT PROVIDE GEMS CARD WHEN I WANT IT.
i was being kind. cause we wanted to write for someone.
unfortunately they dun have it. sad la. i'll write an email i guess.
and she'll get 25 bucks. :D
well anyway the time we finish stuffing everything down it was 3.30
then we walk around far east.
sent my dress to be alter. WALAU.
FREAKING 25 BUCKS GONE.
T.T ahh anyway met Gwen and Mallory.
chat and walk off liao. Merilyn bought a clip for herself.
well we went off at 5.30 or something.
then sent her to city hall and i went .
went to compass to walk around and buy presents for everyone XD.

iuytfghjk

2006-12-22T22:19:00.000+08:00

Santa lives at the North Pole.
JESUS is everywhere.

Santa rides in a sleigh
JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water.

Santa comes but once a year
JESUS is an ever present help.

Santa fills your stockings with goodies
JESUS supplies all your needs.

Santa comes down your chimney uninvited
JESUS stands at your door and knocks.. and then enters your heart.

You have to stand in line to see Santa
JESUS is as close as the mention of His name.

Santa lets you sit on his lap
JESUS lets you rest in His arms.

Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, What's your name?"
JESUS knew our name before we did.Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too.He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads.

Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly
JESUS has a heart full of love.

All Santa can offer is HO HO HO
JESUS offers health, help and hope.

Santa says "You better not cry"
JESUS says "Cast all your cares on me for I care for you.

Santa's little helpers make toys
JESUS makes new life, mends wounded hearts, repairs broken homes and builds mansions.

Santa may make you chuckle but
JESUS gives you joy that is your strength.

While Santa puts gifts under your tree
JESUS became our gift and died on the tree.

It's obvious there is really no comparison.We need to remember WHO Christmas is allabout.We need to put Christ back in Christmas.Jesus is still the reason for the season.Yes, Jesus is better, He is even better than Santa Claus!

oiugfdfv

2006-12-21T22:36:00.000+08:00

Its work today.
work is still forever boring.
but new machine heh.
and new rules. what no show-ers to be suspended a week.
desmond got it. and there's forever somebody new each week la.
well work was okay and tiring.
and worse, temptations are everywhere. i mean for food.
like i'm fasting but there's food everywhere.
like on the bus i see beer.
on the mrt i see maggie mee.
in pizza hut i see pizzas, pastas, baked pastas, sweet drinks and more food.
even chilli sauce is tempting.
and therefore time past fast.
thankfully the far east trip is cancelled.
or i'll be sooo dead.
then upon reaching hougang point.
i was buying food with celest like siao.
and waiting for time to pass.
and now i'm soo bloated.

anvis is posted to bowen. T.T

who saw mr micheal jumping on TV?!

jhgfcfffffffffffffghfhf

2006-12-20T22:13:00.000+08:00

Resting day. um back was okay now.
infact i think due to the stretchings i did inspite of the pain.
but its still rather fragile =/
so i have to try not to stretch no matter how much temptations there is.
and well finally the fever is here. have been expecting it.
and THANK GOD it was before christmas.
miraculously it didnt rain today.
and i had to tell mummy i was on the bed the whole day cause i was
nursing a dumb muscle injury. but nevertheless
i went out with mummy today to settle some stuffs.
and i think i ate the wrong desert which result in serious vomiting.
walao wrong day for me lor.
tml i'm working tml. and then going far east with merilyn to alter my dress and shop for christmas gifts. and i finish wrapping some of the gifts :D

whatever i did, after that very day when you know everything. i'm betting with my heart.
i don't really have the faith. because i don't really know the answer.

uytrdxcvbn

2006-12-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

Hey! sorry guys. haven been posting for 1-2 days XD
but nevertheless i was having tooo much fun and i just couldnt come online.
well and MONDAY. which was yesterday. emm.
i met merilyn freaking early at at erm?12.30.
we were all late due to the rain and stuffs.
and then we went to PS yoshinoya to fellowship
and uhh we were talking alot alot. and really catching up with one another.
then we went to walk around. erm went to the precious moments sale.
saw a beautiful music box la. but it's so freaking expensive XD.
around 30++ bucks for members i think. but anyway thats ON MY WISHLIST.
haha buy for me if you REALLY REALLY love me alot xD.
and went to KFC to sit around. now's Merilyn's turn to eat la.
chat until esther comes then well suddenly we think of going chomp chomp la.
it's IMPROMPTU. but anyway we manage to get timothy.
then they went to the arcade to play DDR and Daytona and anything they can find la.
cause some ex ex bowenians were hogging the machine.
then after playing i teach merilyn SYF dance la.
esther was playing alone.
then around 5. me and esther left for BS.
erm somehow Timothy came earlier and well they went to starbucks la.
me and esther had our bs. and we were half wet.
and somemore we were sitting inside the aircon walkway.
and BS lasted for 2 hrs. and gave me a aching back.
and we ran in the rain back to cathay and we were practically shivering.
well and i shared Java Chip with Merilyn blessed by TIMOTHY!
oo thanks! and well i got pretty high for awhile.
then eugene was there with merilyn.
and after merilyn left for her bs.
they went to arcade again.
well i sat outside la. cause well i've nothing to do in the arcade
and it was pretty noisy.
then was chatting with timothy and he was suaning esther la.
esther played DDR like dunno how many times.
emmm. then waited for merilyn and her bs ended around 10++
by then we were all starving. so we went to chomp chomp and met wen kai at serangoon.
erm order stingray to avenged steve irwin, em hum? hokkien mee and sugar cane.
well it started raining halfway and we had to shift.
errm wen kai was high high la.
and then jokes and chats.
left around 12.30
took 315 and i walk all the way home
walking home was although like scary cause everywhere's dark.
and well raining heavily. i had a good time reflecting on life and jumping on puddles.
and dancing in the rain.
well i reach home at 1+ s
squished my way through home and bathe and everything.
slept under the fan for fear of flu.

woke up like 8+ for dance.
then already my muscles were in a form of a line of ferrero rocher.
actually thought nothing of it.
then went for dance.
hang on until after the breaks and 3 practice of the moves when finally
my muscle gave way and end up i had to stop dancing.
ehh ryan said i pulled or dunno do what to one of my muscles.
which is bad la. cause i cant dance .
ryan spent like 10 minutes teaching us stuffs.
and actually 70% pressure is acting on your spine when you are sitting.
30% on your spine when you are standing and 0-5% pressure when you are
lying on your stomach.
and thats what he want me to do for the whole day.
and when i refused. he commanded me la. saying thats the dance move haha.
when muscles from anypart of the body shuts down.
meaning the other muscles have to work harder.
forcing them to shut down sooner or later.
he taught a new eight. and it got him freaking mad la.
cause we cant do it well. and he almost walked out on the class.
actually if i were him, i would have do that long ago.
and what they were doing seriously, i dunno what to say.
i was also scaring myself.cause i was lying on my hands
and they went numb la. then i remembered ryan said if anything numb
sure have something got to do with the spine. so i was giving myself false alarm.
and well got held back until 1+
then rush down to timothy house to bake cookies for new friends for christmas.
well erm then wen kai came. and they went to buy the ingredients
merilyn and i were talking to auntie and checking out recipes.
then when they came back, we started doing la.
and well erm, soon around 5+ wen kai left, esther came.
then continue baking till like very late
and we even have some left.
so we ate a cookie at 6. when we finish fasting
and then we were watching shows on youtube till dinnertime.
their dinner is like so totally different from my family one lor.
at least they eat together while heh. my dining table is to collect dust.
ate very little but nevertheless timothy's mum cook very well, better then my mum XP.
then we went abck to watching funny comedies on youtube la.
and time past fast lor. watch till 10.30pm then we left timothy's house .
took 159 home with esther and squishing puddles along the way.
and i agitated my back even more by slouching.
and taking a cold water bath instead of a hot one.
and now sitting in a 70% pressurised position.
well dance's cancel. i guess ryan got too angry .
and i am not going to tell muummmy about my injuries la.
or else she's gonna make me scream for help. sooner or later.

oiuhyfdertyhj

2006-12-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

Temptations of vulgarities is here again.
and any moment. I might just blurt out vulgarities.
I'm feeling very screwed up right now. damn screwed up.
The damn PMS feeling is all coming. it's all coming.
so bear with me ya. but ahh well anytime i go too overboard
just kill me or something. have been feeling sleepy recently.
but nevertheless i'm free to date :D
well just make good use of the last two weeks before i gotta return to jail again.
and MERILYN is back. seriously two weeks feels like TWO LONG MONTHS.
well she's prettier and still radiant.
actually didnt really wanted to go la.
cause i'm about to have my PMS syndrome and haven been feeling good.
but seriously i miss her alot alot can. the two weeks is hell la.
so i decided to follow my heart la.
and i went to buy her whitespot solution and was late for 30 mins. SORRY GUYS.
met nixi,esther and timothy at Popeyes.
then we spent our time telling jokes, playing games and talking.
then around four we left. for T2. and sat at Pacific Coffee Company.
had Tiramisu and Coffee. and then Japheth came.
end up Merilyn called esther and end up she was at T1.
then we took the skytrain back to T1.
and it was soo dumb chaotic. end up we still meet merilyn.
took 24 home. on the way did Science homework.
walked home in the rain. and then stoned in front of the tv.
Tml is most likely bs day, with merilyn and esther.

my heart is screaming. i'm crying. i need.

oiuytrescvghjk

2006-12-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

The whole day is so tiring.
and well i' haven been feeling good.
before service. played a game called chu chu train.
and i got serene to go with me.
we meet at city hall and even though we left the latest.
still we reach expo first la.
and we won lor. then nixi represented JOL to take the CCF.
erm fellowship and stuffs.
then went home la.

many a times roads of enemies crossed each others.
and we have to face most of the time what we dread.
treating enemies with grace.
can i do that?

doing everything i can but i am not the person you assiociate ' iniciative' with.
no matter what. don't worry, don't doubt, don't give up on me. time is much needed.
and i want to birng happiness into your life.
but maybe sometimes i cant. i seriously cant.
so therefore. be happy ALWAYS. (:

and no matter what, SMILE.

oiufdghj

2006-12-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

Em a busy busy day. cause cg was held at my house.
and mummy is sick. so i'm doing much of the things myself.
somemore i was doing refreshments. so its like BUSY.
actually wanted to bring Darling down for a quick sun
but end up time wasnt on my side. went to ntuc.
then bought stuffs for refreshments.
i saw rong kai. but he didnt see me.
then went to buy lunch. uhh well
went home, have a quick lunch.
and then clean up the house and everything la.
cg was good. and well they stayed till 6.30
uhh btw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEN CHING!(:

i guess no matter what. i have no idea how to be angry with you.
cause after all we're friends and well after all we have once happy memories.
01082006

oiuytfvbnm

2006-12-14T20:55:00.000+08:00

I was out for the very first time since wednesday.
see how pathetic i am.
yup so me esther and james went bowling.
haha never bowl for 7 months le. see how rusty i am.
coincidentally, samson and jerome was there.
so we took the lane beside them la.
they two very pro lor, sometimes very tyco.
em they played 5 games. we played 4.
then they went to play daytona with esther.
i finish off the game with james.
the ball was too small for him la. so end up only that one game.
well i got a strike and many many spares.
esther got many of times where she hit nine and left one.
and and also my ball turn many times. XD.
there's this guy beside us , erm lane 3.
he keep observing us lor. then er every time he bowl.
the ball will turn and then strike all. so pro lor.
and for the first time i win james la.
its advantage lor. cause the ball hole is too small for him.
then end up his thumb side crack and bleed -.-
erm guess next time go raffles there. 2 bucks per game, and they give you
the ball after they measure your fingers. like better lor.
then went to pay the bills lor.
its 17.90. like sooo much cheaper then last time.
5 of us bowled and we paid 36 +
after paying we went to the arcade to find samson and the rest.
they played a few rounds and always lor. is jerome's machine funny lor.
so end up he got left out.
then esther won a few times.
and james won too. so end up we left.
then er jerome and samson went to work lor.
they dump a stack of flyers on the floor then kick around lor.
like soo uncivilised -.-
uhh so we split like that la.
then james and i went home.
eehh went to take my mumble happy feet .
then i doze off till 6. woke up and EAT loh.
i was so darn hungry lor.
then went to walk hougang point with anvis la.
hah and i'm home now.

STUPID O2JAM'S UNDER MAINTAINANCE.

itrfghjk

2006-12-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

No dance, No cg.
I'm so darn bored.
was at home the whole day.
facing the darn com.
my lappy's off to hospital
so well i'm using anvis'
she went for her lower eye lid surgery today.
and i was at home playing sims.
How ridiculous can Sims2 get.
The grim reaper sat at my living room and watch tv
after claiming my Sims' life. like so toot.
and then erm. well Sims2 kept me alive from 2+ -6+
then i was off to the tv. it kept me alive till 9+
then i went back to the comp.
emm the day was particularly boring la.
it would be like this every day.
thank God i'm going bowling tml. ( hopefully )
but now. i rather the day continue like this.
i'm soooooo free i've got time to imagine things -.-
see. yup if i continue like this. i might be sucidal one day.
and i lost my homework. i cant do them.
T.T and i don't even know how to do my maths.
LIKE DUH I HATE MATHS.

oiuyyhjk

2006-12-12T21:44:00.000+08:00

I am super super super shack now.
o well today is still a day of gain (:
yup dance in the morning was good.
well ryan wasnt present today.
he injured his neck ):
hmm tomorrow's no dance also.
soo dance will resume next tuesday.
we practise many eights la.
and many many pointers.
then we did our eights individually.
that was a stepping stone for many many of the sec1s
i guess. dance ended early at 11.12?!
then me and sammie accompanied crystal to the bookshop
to order her textbooks home delivery.
then chyuan ming was there to buy his books.
ouyang was there too for dunno whatever reasons.
well we tried to find the happy feet slurpee.
but the 711 at our school there doesnt sell it.
then i walk all the way to the serangoon cc.
waited for esther. emm we went far east.
got her dress. and then went around for shoes.
uhh couldnt find any. i bought a bag.
and well guess i'll be returning to far east next week.
to alter my dress and to shop around again.
we walked all the way to plaza sing slowly.
went to cine to game and then to shop around.
and esther make a mistake by telling me and HERSELF.
the time is 5 when the time is 4.
so she happily walked to Ps to yoshinoya to eat.
and she went to order and stuff la.
when i check the time. IT WAS FRIGGIN 5 ONLI.
end up we had to break fast and fast NOW.
coz we had to eat.
then we went home la.
There will be no dance tml.
how devastating.

iuytredfghjk

2006-12-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today was a particular boring day la.
i slept at 3am.
woke up at 10++ when esther msg me.
hmm asked her to get the rest of the details while i go back to sleep.
heh end up also never go because it was tooo rush.
then meet her at serangoon mrt for bs.
well bs was very long. 1 hr 35 mins long.
and today's post will be this short. (:

i'm hang on sudoku. =/

otrdfj

2006-12-11T21:31:00.000+08:00

Pablo Picasso Biography - 1881-1973

No other artist is more associated with the term Modern Art than Pablo Picasso. He created thousands of paintings, prints, sculptures and ceramics during a time span of about 75 years. For many Picasso is the greatest art genius of the twentieth century. For others he is a gifted charlatan. Undisputed is the fact that he influenced and dominated the art of the twentieth century like no other modern artist.

Pablo Picasso was born on October 25, 1881 in Malaga, Spain, as the son of an art and drawing teacher. He was a brilliant student. He passed the entrance examination for the Barcelona School of Fine Arts at the age of 14 in just one day and was allowed to skip the first two classes. According to one of many legends about the artist's life, his father, recognizing the extraordinary talent of his son, gave him his brushes and palette and vowed to paint never again in his life.

Blue and Rose Period
During his lifetime, the artist went through different periods of characteristic painting styles. The Blue Period of Picasso lasted from about 1900 to 1904. It is characterized by the use of different shades of blue underlining the melancholic style of his subjects - people from the grim side of life with thin, half-starved bodies. His painting style during these years is masterly and convinces even those who reject his later modern style.
During Picasso's Rose Period from about 1905 to 1906, his style moved away from the Blue Period to a friendly pink tone with subjects taken from the world of the circus.

Cubism
After several travels to Paris, the artist moved permanently to the "capital of arts" in 1904. There he met all the other famous artists like Henri Matisse, Joan Miro and George Braques. He became a great admirer of Henri Matisse and developed a life-long friendship with the master of

French Fauvism.
Inspired by the works of Paul Cezanne, he developed together with George Braque and Juan Gris developed the Cubist style. In Cubism, subjects are reduced to basic geometrical shapes. In a later version of Cubism, called synthetic cubism, several views of an object or a person are shown simultaneously from a different perspective in one picture.

Picasso and Guernica
In 1937 the artist created his landmark painting Guernica, a protest against the barbaric air raid against a Basque village during the Spanish Civil War. Picasso's Guernica is a huge mural on canvas in black, white and grey which was created for the Spanish Pavilion of the Paris World's Fair in 1937. In Guernica, Picasso used symbolic forms - that are repeatedly found in his works following Guernica - like a dying horse or a weeping woman.
Guernica was exhibited at the museum of Modern Art in New York until 1981. It was transferred to the Prado Museum in Madrid/Spain in 1981 and was later moved to the Queen Sofia Center of Art, Madrid in 1992. Picasso had disallowed the return of Guernica to Spain until the end of the rule of Fascism by General Franco.

Pablo Picasso and Women
Picasso changed his companions at least as often as his painting styles.
The relationships with women influenced his mood and even his art styles. The shift from the "blue" to the "rose period" was probably a result of meeting Fernande Olivier, his first companion. The artist made numerous portraits of his wives and companions and of his children.
During his early years in Paris, he lived with Fernande Olivier for seven years. During World War I, from 1914 to 1918, Picasso worked in Rome where he met his first wife, Olga Koklova, a Russian ballet dancer. In 1927 he met Marie Therese Walther, a seventeen year old girl and began a relationship with her. In 1936 another woman, Dora Maar, a photographer, steped into his life. In 1943 he encountered a young female painter, Francoise Gilot. In 1947 she gave birth to Claude, and in 1949 to Paloma, Picasso's third and fourth child. The artists's last companion was Jacqueline Roque. He met her in 1953 and married her in 1961.

In 1965 Pablo Picasso had to undergo a prostrate operation. After a period of rest, he concentrated on drawings and a series of 347 etchings. In spite of his health problems, he created a number of paintings during his last years. On April 8, 1973 he died at the age of 91.

"I think about Death all the time. She is the only woman who never leaves me."

Picasso as a Printmaker
Picasso was not only a very prolific printmaker, but also a very diverse one in the use of a great variety of different techniques. He created lithographs, etchings, drypoints, lino cuts, woodcuts and aquatints. Always on the search for something new, he experimented a lot with these techniques. Some of Picasso's graphic works are combinations of several techniques.
Picasso created his first prints in 1905 - a series of 15 drypoints and etchings, Les Saltimbanques, published by the art dealer Vollard in 1913. More graphic works were produced in the early 1930's. But it was in the years after World War II that most of Picasso's prints were created.

Like Chagall, also Picasso worked with the Atelier Mourlot, a renowned art publisher and print workshop in Paris. Pablo Picasso created about 200 lithographs from 1945 to 1949 in close cooperation with Henri Deschamps, a professional printmaker from the Mourlot studio.

Was he a Charlatan?
There are numerous books and articles with anectodes, citations and interviews by Picasso. It is hard to figure out what is real and what are inventions or fakes. Picasso did not seem to care too much what the press wrote about him as long as they wrote about him at all. Whether by intuition or carefully planned, he was a marketing genius, spinning his own legend at lifetime.
Picasso had an excellent business sense. He paid even small amounts by cheque: "People rather keep the cheque for my famous signature than to cash it." He enjoyed being famous and rich. He was charming and witty and he liked to confuse, to provoke and to have his fun with the public.
After visiting an exhibition of children's drawings: "When I was their age I could draw like Raphael, but it took me a lifetime to learn to draw like them."

About art: "You expect me to tell you what art is? If I knew it, I would keep it for myself."

About abstract art: "There is no abstract art. You must always start with something.

Afterwards you can remove all traces of reality."

Collecting Picasso Prints
Picasso had created a total of more than 20,000 art objects during his lifetime - enough to keep the art market for his works in continuous movement.
Picasso prints are a wide hunting ground for art aficionados. Prices vary widely, depending on edition size, whether a print is signed and numbered, on age and on the attraction of the subject. In 1999, an aquatint called La Femme au Tambourin, signed in pencil and numbered 30/30 was sold for US$376,500 at Christie's in New York. But you can also buy an original Picasso print for a few hundred dollars from a large and unsigned edition or an edition that was made by a skilled printmaker after Picasso. These prints were often produced after drawings of the great master and with the approval or at least his knowledge. Some have his signatures on the plate, some have no signature at all. Such prints are by no means of any minor artistic value. They may not be the first choice from an investment value aspect. But they are a great way for art lovers who want to own an original piece of art by Picasso without having to spend a fortune.

One of picasso's art. I did it for my mid year art exams.

kjytredfgh

2006-12-10T23:42:00.000+08:00

mmmm. well let's welcome the new couple ehh.

CHONG CHYUAN MING AND SAMSON.
O.0

shocking? aint it?

ikjhfghjkigbnh

2006-12-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Uhhm. O well this beautiful sunday was given over to work.
I've slack too much. -.-
anyway i went to work alone,
then well uhhhh leslie was like where's celest.
although she knows the reason very well -.-
and i was the CSR (customer service representative)
of the day. i onli bring the customer to their place
and then the rest was none of my business.
yup so the whole day was sian
o well my payslip came.
then i forgot to take.
cause i didn't bring a bag.
and so i left it in the drawer and i forgot to take.
hmmm desmond came at two.
now he got a new badge with the red word 'supervisor'
WOAH. then well continue sian-ing away.
emmm i was let off at 4
coz there were also of people
and i was simply too bored.
so i went off home
and then. now. hah slack.

oiuytfrghjk

2006-12-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

o well i'm coughing away like idiot -.-
even after drinking the cough medicine alike slurpee.
mmm. i watched shows til 3am last night.
and i could not get up this morning at 9.
sooo i sleep all the way till 9.30
mmm. err i walked out fo the house at 10.15am
then i walked all the way to sammie house that bus stop.
and then i tried to look for my ez card.
thinking i left it at home.
i walked all the wayyyy home -.-
and guess what? i found my card hidden within some receipts
urghh. o well end up my mum had to send me to the bus stop.
and i stoned while waiting for esther.
three 24s , two 315s, one 53, two 105s went past till she came.
we reached expo at 11.50
then helped out with the packing of couselor packs.
then we packed with xiuzhen and hui fang.
then prisca and andy came to join us.
well. we were practically the only group thats goofing around nosily.
well at 2.20 we left.
mm i went to the atm machine and then meet andy, timothy and esther at the foodcourt.
then went to 711 and to queue.
sat at bravo arena 1.
ehhhhhhh well after svc we went to fellowship and things la.
o well, i'm working alone tml. i'm stoned.

9oiuygthjk

2006-12-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

ah well. my laptop crashed.
and i have to wait untill mummy comes back from her cellgroup.
meaning its still gonna be lateee at night.
and the last thing i need now is to have my stoning partner to crash.
o well i won XD.
ahh anyway i woke up at 11++
went down to hougang point la.
withdraw 60 bucks to return james.
o well then i just realise my pay wasnt 148 bucks.
it was 202 bucks.
maybe i made a mistake yesterday XD.
o well james and i chatted awhile.
emm talking about n242 and stuffs.
then his cousin came and he went off.
well he's migrating to australia soon :(
o and he will be giving me mumble happy feet plushie XD
hahaah well anyway Dec's passing fast.
and i went through my sec3 textbooks.
and i cant even understand anything la.
i'm so prepared to die.
hmmm well christmas's coming.
and D&D 's coming.
hmmm i guess expenses will be very high.
o well best part of the day.
IT'S FRIDAY.
so tml is saturday and HELLO!
I'M FINALLY GOING OUT.
Mummy wonder how darling manage to survive 8 months
by sleeping, eating and kaypoh-ing around at home.
i cannot survive two days and she manage 8 months.
guess i'll die of boredom.
heh its 8 and anvis' not home yet.
HOW TO SURVIVE.
oh by the way, friendster changed how our profile look.
and it looks like sh*t
change back! and all my html efforts went down the drain. tsk.

oihg

2006-12-08T14:27:00.000+08:00

01. Classes you've been in throughout highschool
;- 1e3'05 , 2e3'06 , 3e4'07(that's next year)

02. Favourite teacher throughout highschool
;-ms normala. (though she's strict.)

03.Favourite subject/subjects
;- design and technology, science (for sleeping), mathematics (doodling), art

04. Describe your school uniform
;- prisoner style. grey stripes vertically down. grey skirt

05.Describe your school's badge
;- two tigers or lions grabbing something that looks like a clasp hand.

06. Favourite canteen food & drink
;- chicken porridge, drinks? strawberry milk.

07. Best part of your school
;- performer's lab

08. Does your school have a library
;- retardedly small one.

09. Ever been in the afternoon session
;- there's no afternoon session, but afternoon classes for upper sec .

10. Describe your school's location
;- lorong napiri opposite bright vision hospital and mindsville.

11. What colour is your school
;- tooo colourful like a primary school

12. How many floors
;- four.

13. What floor is/was your class on
;- somewhere on each floor. we are using the homeroom system.

14. Do you know the words to your school song
;- yea and it sounds like the chinese dance music.

15. Do you like your school song
;- like i say it sounds like chinese dance.

16. Most annoying teacher/teachers
;- emm mrs you? .oo MR SHARIF.

17. Coolest teacher/teachers
;- Mr Soo, Mrs Danapal

18. Prettiest teacher/teachers
;- emmm Ms Teo and Ms Clara Chan.

19. Noisiest teacher/teachers
;- Mrs Kumar.

20. Did you like going to school
;- Uhh ya to talk and everything.

21. What sports house were you in
;- Shaw

22.Which house won this year's sportsday?
;- long forgotten.

23. Take part in anything for during your sports day ?
;- in sitting at the spectators stand.

24. Best highschool memory
;- being in 2e3, notorious and the funnest class.

25. Ever been called to the principle's office
;- i don't even know he have an office. like it is hidden.

26.Ever been caught with anything illegal during a spot check?
;- nope.

27. Ever brought your phone to school
;- every single day.

28. Ever been called for a session with the school's counsellor
;- nope. does our school even have one?

29.Ever done anything stupid (breakingschool rules) with your friends?
;- yes.

30. Do you miss school?
;- Nahh why would i miss the prison.

lkjhgfcvnm

2006-12-08T14:19:00.000+08:00

How are you today?
` alive and well.living with a dumb flu .

How much cash do you have on you today?
` not even a penny .

Why are u filling this quiz?
` cause i'm too bored .

Why do people spread untrue rumors?
`cause they are dumb retarded and they've got nothing to do.

Why do you think people want to know whom you have a crush on?
` cause they wanna know.

Do you have a stead?
` nope.

Where do you really wanna go to now?
` out of the house .

[WHAT]

What did/will you do today?
` i stoned and will be stoning .

What were you doing before filling this quiz?
` making myself more prone to cancer cause i'm eating instant again .

What are you doing right now?
` this savior to all boredom.

What was the best thing that happened today?
` i cleared a debt.

What shirt are you wearing?
` esprit beach shirt.

What is the craziest thing that u did recently?
` laugh hysterically.

What were you doing at midnight lastnight?
` reading magazines .

What's on your mind right now?
` nothing. infact my brain stoned.

What are you most scared of right now?
` i'll be turning into a stone? -.-

kjhgfvnm

2006-12-07T21:45:00.000+08:00

wahaha my first pay came. XD.
7th dec 2006.
lols. like sooo finally lar.
well a mere 148 bucks onli.
haha muscleache is still a big big problem.
o well i fell out of the bed coz i cant walk.
i would gladly crawl but it was pain pain!
o well i was stoning with dust the whole day.
em anvis went to stay over at my auntie's
and so i'm left alone.
stoning is the worst thing to do.
well when daddy returns
we went to compass to eat.
okay they eat onli.
i watch.
and mummy offered to buy me another prom dress
all of the sudden. funny lors.
well i went to check my bank account.
uh ya. my first pay.
i literally went jumping into g2000.
then mummy also happy happy
bought 4 shirts at 98 bucks.
o well. and tml is another stoning day.
o well STONE MYSELF TO DEATH. :(

..lkjhgvb

2006-12-07T20:48:00.000+08:00

THE BIMBO TEST!
Koped from Crystal.

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were barbies.
[ ] My favorite color is purple (one of them anyway)
[ ] I did Gymnastics
[x] I love skirts (kinda)
[ ] Hollister is my favorite place to shop
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear
[x] I love chocolate
[ ] I've never had a real job
TOTAL: 2/10

[ ] My hair is straightened
[x] I have at least 8 friendster pictures
[x] I usually go shopping once a week
[x] I love to hang out with friends
[ ] I have a real diamond ring or diamond necklace
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes
[ ] I watch either the OC or Laguna Beach
[ ] I change my icon weekly
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ] I wear a shower cap
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] I've been or am on a diet
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat
[ ] Big sunglasses are hot
[ ] I have gotten my nails done
[ ] I own over 10 purses
TOTAL: 1/10

[x] MTV is one of my favorite channels
[ ] All I want to do at sleepovers is talk about boys
[ ] I love to have other girls do my hair
[x] I give and receive hugs from all my friends
[x] I hate bugs, snakes, lizards, spiders
[ ] Carnivals are so fun!!
[ ] Summer is THE best season
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces
[ ] I'm waiting for my knight in shining armor
[ ] Pianists are so hot.
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ]You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours
[x] I am self-conscious
[ ] I cry often
[ ] My car smells like vanilla
[x] My dishes get washed more than once a week
[ ] I don't do sports
[ ] I HATE to run
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry
[ ] I eat dried fruit as a snack
[x] I love romance novels
TOTAL: 3/10

[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute
[X] I dance a lot
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I love to get dressed up
[ ] Every part of my outfit needs to match
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself
[ ] Price on clothes hardly matters
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50 times a day
TOTAL: 1/10

[ ] I wish I were a model
[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton to slap her
[ ] I have been something that was slutty on halloween
[ ] I own Uggs
[ ] Hip Hop is the best music
[ ] I pop my collar
[ ] I like to be the center of attention
[ ] Guys with Mohawks are crazy
[x] Horses are beautiful
[ ] I'd rather not pay attention in school
TOTAL: 1/10

[x] Cats are adorable
[ ] I write my own music/song/lyric
[x] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] Valentine's day! I like!
[ ] White is better then black
[x] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes
[x] I hate the grunge look of a beard
[ ] I love to read gossip magazines
[x] I love to gossip
TOTAL: 5/10

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders, posters as a kid
[ ] I love Celine Dion
[ ] My bubble baths are 2 hr long
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned
[ ] My friends and I are in a strict group. We mostly only hang out with each other
[x] I like kids
[ ] Diet drinks are the best
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's
[x] I check my friendster everyday(coz i'm too bored.)
TOTAL: 2/10

[x] I LOVE life!
[ ] I have a lot of jewellery!
[ ] Claire's has cheap jewellery
[ ] My screen names have x's in them
[ ] Either one of my friendster profile has/had hearts
[ ] I would never want to be the opposite sex
[x] It's not what he/she said, it's the way he/she said it
[ ] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed
[x] I have a stuffed toy sleeping beside me
[x] I love tidy and clean places
TOTAL: 4/10
GRAND TOTAL: 25/100

INTRODUCTION:
Full Name: Anzoe Sim Chu Jun.
Birthday: 03081992
Birthplace: singapore
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: black with faint streaks. it would be brown soon XD
Height: 152cm.
Right handed or Left handed:Right handed
Your Heritage: Chinese
My Worst Habit: Stoning.
Zodiac Sign: monkey
Shoe Size: 5-6
Parents Still Together: Yes
The Footwear You Wore Today: sneakers
Your Weakness: alot alot.
Your Fears: alot alot alot.
Your Perfect Pizza: no capsicum,no veggies, more pineapples.
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: lol and haha
Thoughts First Waking Up: what time liao.
Your Best Physical Feature: i dunno.
Your Bedtime: 9-5 or sometimes i can ton the whole night.
Your Most Missed Memory: with 2e3 T.T

MY FAVORITES:
Favorite color? black and lime green
Food? emm alot i guess.
Sport? badminton, bowling
Animal? all bah.
Ice Cream?Strawberry.
Candy? i can remember
Store? i dunno
Salad Dressing? thousand island.
Actor/actress? dunno. dunt hink i have any now.
Song? Many
Letter? A?
Number? 5,7
Holiday? school holiday
Season? Autumn
Toothpaste Flavor? ehh give me chocolate XD
Radio Station? i dunno.
Perfume? dunoo.
Body part on the opposite sex? eh.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up? interior designer.
Turn ons:?
Turn offs: too many
Which One Of Your Friends Acts The Most Like You? ehh dun think anyone
Who's The Loudest?ee none?
Who Makes You Laugh The Most? Merilyn
Who Have You Known The Longest? Linda. since gazillion years ago.
Who's The Shyest? erm i dun think there is anyone.
When Have You Cried The Most? when i emt God.
What Is The Best Feeling In The World? touched by God
Worst Feeling? i dunno how to express leh
Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? actually countryside. heh but s'pore no countryside
If You Could Change One Thing About You What Would It Be? my perspective?
How Long Do You Think You'll Live? as long as God want me to

HAVE YOU EVER:
Been In Love? Yes.
Been To Juvie? where's that
Mooned Someone? NOWAY
Been Rejected? ehh. no?
Ran Away From Home? nahh
Pictured Your Crush Naked? HAH NO.
Skipped School? oh yea!
Thought About Suicide? many many times. long over.
Slept Outside? out where?
Laughed So Hard You Cried? yes!
Cried In School? eh ya.
Thrown Up In School? noo.
Wanted To Be a Model? lol no.
Cheated On Someone? nooo
Done Something Really Stupid That You Still Laugh At Today? i dun think i can rmb anything like that.
Seen A Dead Body? yea and i got nightmare.
Drank Alcohol? yah
Smoked? HECK NO
Been On Drugs?on medication?
Eaten Sushi? yes!
Been On Stage? countless times
Gone Skinny Dipping? nah.
Shoplifted? no
Been Drunk? semi drunk.
Been Beaten Up? no

DO YOU:
Swear? use to. sometimes. now still. =X
Sing Well? depends ont the song. but losing my vocals
Shower Daily? uh ya.
Want To Go To College? NAHHH
Want To Get Married? ya
Believe In Yourself? sometimes?
Get Motion Sickness? nope
Think You Are Attractive? NAHH
Get Along With Your Parents? yeas
Like Thunderstorms? NO!
Play An Instrument? i can play the trumpet.
Own An IPOD? nope
Pray? yes
Go To Church? yes
Sleep With Stuffed Animals? yes
Keep A Journal/Diary? no
Dance In The Rain? yes
Sing In The Shower? nope

THIS OR THAT:
Pepsi or Coke? pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King? mac's
Single or Group Dates? uhhh.
Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries? strawberries
Meat or Veggies? meat
TV or Movie? movie
Guitar or Drums? both
Adidas or Nike? adidas
Chinese or Mexican? chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes? corn flakes
Cake or Pie? cake
MTV or VH1? MTV
Blind or Deaf? neither
Boxers or Briefs? uh.

CAN YOU:
Do Splits? almost
Write With Both Hands? left hand is training in progress
Whistle? yea
Blow A Bubble? yes
Roll Your Tongue In A Circle? yes
Cross Your Eyes? nope
Walk With Your Toes Curled? yah
Touch Your Tongue to Your Nose? nope
Dance? can! anybody can!
Eat Whatever You Want And Not Worry? no..

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON:
You Touched: darling XD
You Talked To On The Phone: ehh anvis
You Text: esther
You Instant Messaged: sammie
You Hugged: mummy
You Yelled At: mummy
You Played A Sport With: ehh long forgotten.

WHAT'S THE LAST:
Time You Laughed? just
Time You Cried? a monday ago
Movie You Watched? happy feet.
Flavor Of Gum You Chewed? honeydew
Joke You Told? long forgotten
Song You've Sung? dun remember

RIGHT AT THIS MOMENT:
Where Are You? at home, in front of the com in the living room.
What Can You See Out Your Window? the opposite block
Are You Listening To Music? no
What Are You Wearing? clothes
What's On Your Mousepad? i dun have mousepad.

BELIEFS:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? nahh
Do you believe in miracles? yes
Magic? no
Love at first sight? no
God? yes
Satan? yes
Ghosts? spirits maybe.
Santa? no
Evolution? no

IN A BOY...:
Fav Eye Color: don't really care
Fav Hair Color: don't really care .
Short or Long Hair: dun really care
Height: taller than me :)
Weight: don't really care
Best Clothing Style: dun really care

RANDOM:
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit? MALDIVES x(
Number Of CDs I Own: around 10+
Your Good Luck Charm: i dun have
How many pillows do you sleep with? 2
Do you drink milk? sometimes, choc and strawberry
Person You Hate Most: emm Satan?
Do you think God has a gender? no
Where do you think we go when we die? heaven or hell.
How many rings until you answer the phone? depends on whether i am near or far from the phone.
Are you a health freak? no
What is the worst weather? the destructive ones
Did you play with Barbies as a child? yes. i think i destroy it
How many grades have you failed? erm i dunno.

llokiughjk,

2006-12-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

oooo. Thank God the D&D is change to 29th
o well at least i have two days to recover from my muscleaches.
haha well now even climbing down the stairs is like so difficult.
can i choose to roll down the stairs.
well i think my stand still stays : if syf clash with cg, i'm gonna quit.
and i wontsay that the past 3 eights and muscleaches are wasted.
well i learn more. and seriously i should get a check up on my back.
well ms chan was making us do the partnering thing.
and er my back gave way lah. so the old injuries came back.
heh stupid fall cause it.
o well for D&D, my partner's still serene !
and erm i was suppose to go shopping with her tml.
but suddenly she got work.
so i was like darn.
but we arranged another date la.
so it will be on the sunday.
then celest is like. you are working on sunday. alone.
i was like DARN.
ah o well i have to accept it. i'm still working after they quit.
tml is my payday!
and hopefully my money come. tsk.
i'll suffering now.
and TML. guess what i'm so bored.
and NOOO way am i gonna start doing my holiday assignments.
i shall learn to hate chinese.
and i think i threw my books away.
guess what. I'M STILL BORED.

lkjuhgnm,

2006-12-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

erm well i was super tired.
i stoned to sleep at like 8++
o well i left my comp on.
and and well i fell asleep.
woke up super early like at 7.59 XD
then i keep stoning for no reason.
o well dance was horrible.
ooo i can feel the ferrero rocher.
XD. well learn a new eight.
and then was sooo tired.
and well painful.
coz all of us were having muscleache.
and well the 3 hours was fruitful.
o well. i cant really move much.
and err. later going cg.
well hopefully it can seriously enlighten me abit.

poijygfghnmk,

2006-12-05T13:57:00.000+08:00

confusion in a state of mind after another.
first i was thinking if syf clash with cellgroup,
would i go for cg or continue with the practice.
coz if i go for syf, i would have to go for make up cg.
and jo says then you will be transfer to another cg.
if i go for cg. i would have miss out on alot alot of things i could have learnt
and especially this is my last syf i'm doing . well for the school but not for the school.
for me. ryan had made dance my passion and now.
taking away syf would mean the world crash on me.
and who gives a damn to the generous cca points i can earn from syf.
like so what if i earn 14 points last year.
i dun even care. so well i went for dance today.
erm i asked ms clara chan.
and since like me, celest, adrina, merilyn in dance.
and she knows we and ryan are part of chc la.
she knows whatever commitment we have.
we put church and God first.
ms chan said tue and thur is confirmed.
and well we told ms chan we cannot on wed.
yup and she knows, cg arh.
and i told her well, if cg clashes with syf.
well i'll quit syf. hmm guess what. she gave me the
WTF ARE YOU SERIOUS face.
so i gave face the NO HESITATION. I'M SERIOUS. face
well adrina was also like ya lor ya lor. i also quit.
at first when ryan came. we already make him angry le.
so we took 30 mins just to get everything right.
and ryan was like. aiyoo you all like that, waste half an hour of my time.
i old already no need waste my time liao.
and that got the whole class laughing.
and next he got us to do the chreography.
learnt 2 hard eights.
and ryan said. erm well we are doing a violent dance.
and we all go 0.0 .oooooo
o well things went smoothly.
and i think i seriously need knee guard.
coz when i did the travelling, my knee almost gave way.
well ryan says we must match our expressions and our actions.
and we must enjoy the pain like ferrero rocher.
well. i bought my books too.
and i think the whole of today is resting la.
=(